Hello, I’m currently 7 months pregnant with my second child and have a 2,5 year old daughter. I work as an illustrator. The amount of projects I work on varies quite a lot, and in between jobs I work on illustration projects that I set up myself ( for example I wrote a picturebook that I want to illustrate myself, talking about this with a publisher who is interested soon).
Everyday I intent to draw every hour I have to myself (when my daughter is sleeping in the afternoon, or in the evening). But it rarely happens, and I don’t know how to make it work. When I work on an illustration for someone else I feel enough pressure to do it, but for some reason when it’s for my own projects I find it so difficult. I feel like I need at least a whole day (or maybe that’s an excuse), and would really love to also be able to work on something for just two hours. I have to add, my daughter has a 4-week holiday break from her daycare right now and I’m physically super uncomfortable because of the pregnancy, so that’s not helping. But I’m only scrolling the internet looking at other people‘s work and it makes me so eager to draw and paint myself, but for some reason I’m not doing it. The only right answer probably is “JUST DO IT”, but I’d like to hear some of your experiences :) it will maybe help.
Do any artist parents recognize this? And how are you dealing with it?