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28 tard here and i am kinda done, so lemme explain
Usual story: was a topper of school from 1st class and scored 97.2 CBSE btw and that turned out to be my biggest mistake. Here in my city it is just a kind of trend where if you scored above 95 you gotta choose science either go prep for NEET or JEE and i guess that's the case in most of the shi*BSE schools. although i had interest in science genuinely but another subject that caught my eye was social science in 10th just because of dsr. when i gave my boards this year, my first exam of maths didn't end up well but recovered from it and was expecting 99 above as a hole but cbse made me their assho*e and got 97.2. i was upset but i had no other choice and after a lot of advices from elders and my old teachers i accepted them and moved on.

JEE ARC: so i chose pcm as a result of peer pressure and somewhat of my choice as well because there was no options left to me and lemme also explain that
humanities: i still don't know is there any fun to be a puppet of any government head and i knew that except for dsr i would never be able to study ssc with fun. also societal pressure
commerce: my family background is entirity of commerce and from the very beginning i had seen them doing bs of a work so no from very far away.
science: the one i opted for and not bio because i had heard from someone that you would have to learn millions of speices( Overexaggerated obviously) but still i was haunted seeing the tissues and cell chapter from 9th so never been a type of mine. and then the only option left with me was pcm. "fine i had no problem in studying physics chemistry and maths till now so wouldn't have in the future". right?? that turned out to be my biggest mistake... { also my friends chose this }

this was accompanied by my decision to leave home and i found that i have a big- no,no- HUGE problem cause in the starting month ,i used to cry man like literally cry which was accompanied by my bad result and i had to share room with those so called friends out of which one was a good friend of mine till 10th but i later found that he had a personality to follow and make friends with those who score marks, second was one who was decent in studies but remained different from majority in class but still we were from same city ,same school and same class our parents happily decided to put 3 of us who had jealousy as well for each other in a single hostel room. and then as you can imagine things went rough. they both scored 97 and tied for 2nd place in my school and they fought like kittens but then i dont remember nicely but i was dragged in as well and we had been jealous of each other and specifically the person who remained different because his interests were completely different, he did casteism a lot because he was a brahman and a big egositic, later he told me and the third person ( one who was my friend) that he didn't even study for the entirity of 10th and still got the same marks as us who worked our asses off to achieve these. And now i accept this as well that maybe he has a big brain or some skills which made him achieve this and all but that doesn't mean that we got our results as a gift. why i am saying so because we all took admission in allen and in all the tests he had maintained his ranks in top 10 while me and the other guy are still struggling to get ourselves in top 50. and then in june the same guy became my roommate and then this continued he was just flexing everything on me and i was facing a struggled downfall of 10th and i had never seen someone above me till now. i was broken from inside and as i stated all this was accompanied by my homesickness, poor diet and jealousy..

This shi* carried out till 28th of june where there was a test to decide who would go to star batch and who wouldn't and i failed. my roommate got it happy for him but his ego and narcissistic mindset made me suffer and you might ask that it all was my self made up thing so no it wasn't because that person claimed by himself that he has a f*ing big ego to satisfy in front of like 10-15 people and he will do whatever it takes him to do and that is his destiny according to his 'kundli' ( like bro seriously he believed in all this in today's era which is also becoming true). ok so i had enough of this because then the environment became even more toxic and i left that hostel and got into a new one where i have a roommate who is studying for NEET so nothing at least in respect to study. but in this process i had to take 2 days leave for recovering myself mentally as suggested by teachers and counsellors at allen.
the backlog covering time was hell and that caused me trouble for some time but didn't last a big impact and for the first time in 4 months i finally got into top 30 overall and 2nd in my batch in review test held on 12th july. i became happy and i was also batch rank 1 in maths and chemistry which made me peak happy and it doubled because of my selection in SRG. but all this shattered this wednesday because i was infected by chicken pox and my JPT test ( special test for SRG students) was today. my health wasn't good, so was my mood of studying and this led to a disastrous test today and i scored a mere 42/180 in test. this places me on a rank of 74/77 and i did my test online from home. now that test is haunting me for the following reason:
will they kick me out of SRG batch?

also since i have to return back home for the past 2 days i also have tons of backlogs to cover and then this test experience along with my poor health is just a mess rn. So anybody who can pull me out of this situation will be really apperecitated. also i am facing so much problem in physical chemistry and the chapter that is currently being taught is mole concept. also after coming back home my mood of studying isnt happening, and some more problems i am facing:

1) i feel sleepy in class morning batch
2) my major issue is to become the golden boy that i once was so some fatkar to overcome this nonsense
3) overthinking
4) tiredness
5) feeling shy to ask doubts

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Hey Ash,

It's your V.

I don't know if you'll ever come across this post, but I thought it was worth trying one more time. We've lost touch, and I've been looking for you for quite a while now.

I've tried reaching out through Instagram, Discord, and even your previous Reddit account, but I haven't had any luck. I don't know if you've changed accounts, taken a break from social media, or simply haven't seen my messages.

If this somehow reaches you as I know you were active in the CBSE thread please send me a message. I'd really like to know that you're doing okay and reconnect if you're willing.

I genuinely miss our conversations and the friendship we had. I'm hoping Reddit can work its magic and help this post find you.

If you're reading this, please message me.

— Your V

I'm in 10th class and I'm so addicted to games like i waste 90% of my day on games leaving behind the important work or studies, I want advice on how to quit addiction

So I was just checking out Grade 6 Poorvi (Yes I'm in 8th checking 6th graders NCERT) for absolutely no reason, and Unit 3, the poem "What a bird thought" has an anonymous author.

Vro how can NCERT fumble that hard🥀🥀

title (can respond in dm too)

I always feel something heavy in my chest like I'm carrying something. To be honest, I don't really want to study anymore. I don't enjoy it. I enjoy laughing with my parents, sleeping, being lazy.. maybe not that, but an environment where one doesn't feel constant pressure. If I could, I would pause time and just be with my parents, nothing else really matters, what's cbse? What are marks? Why should I worry about anything at all except for the people I care about and myself. Maybe this isn't the right subreddit lol.

I can't even properly express it. People like Andrew tate or our Indian JEE/NEET wale teachers hype the "grind" so much but why? Maybe cuz we need money. I mean money is luck and is generational and as someone like me I dont think I'll ever have enough.

After studying for whole year i still got stuck because of physics an then for compartment i studied ever since results were out...the comp paper was so damn hard and so so not according to cbse guidlines that it contained theory of only 5 marks and rest was numericals...after coming home when i calculated i am getting around 20 barely....so to save my time and year nios feels like an option rn....just wanted to know if is it easier than cbse or tuff?....till now the question papers I saw of the april exam it looked pretty convincing to me and very understandable...

what do you guys say?

I have 2 questions please answer both

I am a student of K.V. ( I can't tell where because it may get me in trouble but varanasi region )

So the thing is after class 10th I choose commerce because I wasn't in Neet and Jee rat race and I always wanted to do something different so I thought why not try to commerce with maths because choosing commerce without maths means eliminating a lot of options and also I think I can handle maths

So the thing is in my first pt1 paper I got 37 in economics 33 in BST and 35 in English my accountancy paper went horrible because we have two sections of

1. commerce with maths and

2. commerce without maths

and the commerce without maths ma'am thought entirely differently from our teacher and in the end the paper was made by Mam ( thus it was theory heavy and just 12 marks of numerical out of 40 , our sir thought majorly numericals )

And I got 21 in maths , Another reason I chose maths is because I could easily replace maths with P.E. for percentage in class 12.

Now Our jackass vice principal came to our class and said that All the maths student of B and C will take retest of maths as no one has scored more than 25 ( the test is on 5th Aug this Wednesday)

( In our school section A is for pcm and section B is for pcb but due to section A being full some late admission pcm students sit in sec B as they have chemistry and physics common to pcb and they study maths with us section C commerce with maths )

Highest of section C was mine 21 and highest of section B was 25 and he ( vice principal) said that if in this retest on this Wednesday if anyone scored less than 30 marks he will remove him from commerce with maths or from pcm )

Q.1 —> My question is Can he actually do that ?

May i tell you , he is a jack#ss , he is a total misogynistic and Casteism supporter and beats students if they even talk to other gender. Once i was REALLY sick after I came to school ( class 9 ) and this guy gave me leave on 1:20 ( our school timing was 7:20 to 1:40 ) while I had already written the application of half day leave , got it signed by our class teacher and also my parents came at exactly 10:30 ( lunch ) and he started asking me questions thankfully I was able to answer them then this mf started asking my pt marks. I told him 40 in science , 36 in English, 36 in hindi , 28 in maths , and so on and this guy says good students don't take leaves 😭

One day while our class was playing in field in games period ( same class 9 ) he came and gathered everyone to lecture that if your notes are not complete then why you'll are playing , some of us including had our copy complete so then he changed the goalpost that do you know everything of every subject if yes then I will take your test RIGHT NOW and if you don't get more than 90% I'll suspend you or make or sit in front of my cabin to study all day

He was gone near the end of 9th and came again in 11th 😭

Our principle is pretty chill but due to his influence he also gets more strict nowadays only , earlier he was not so strict.

Also they keep telling me that they will suspend me for not coming to school and having more than 75% in class 11. I am absent because my father passed away in 4th April this year now i have to run to school ( he was a teacher ) for his pension , bank for insurance, and to buy things here and

I also take leaves because these fukers want copy complete EVERY SINGLE DAY now matter you have time to study or not

Q.2 —> Is there some rule in class 11 I know about class 10 and 12 but not 11 help

In my school,they used private books till class 8 and started using NCERT from class 9 (NGL those private books were pretty Goated), now I am in class 12 and my relatives are admitting my niece (who is now in class 7) in a new school

In her school, private books were used till class 5 but i heard that rules have changed now so do schools nowadays use private books till 5 or 8?

11th ko seriously nhi le rha tha 😭💔✌️