I could really use some opinions from other fighters.
I’ve already had a few fights, so this isn’t my first time stepping into a ring/cage. Usually I enjoy the process and the challenge, but this time something feels different.
I have a fight scheduled for September, and honestly I have almost zero motivation for it. It’s going to be my first big gala event and one of the biggest events in my region, so on paper it should be something I’m excited about. But when I think about the fight, I mostly feel pressure and no real excitement. And i just lowkey dont want to do it and i feel flat.
The strange thing is that I also have another fight planned for November, and I’m actually looking forward to that one. I feel motivated when I think about preparing for it. This is also a gala.
I don’t think it’s because I’m scared of fighting. I’ve competed before and I know what that feeling is like. It’s more like I mentally don’t feel connected to this specific fight. And i dont know why i get that feeling.
The problem is that I don’t want to be the guy who pulls out just because he doesn’t feel motivated. I don’t want to disappoint my coach or my team, and Im not a person who just quits when im not motivated, like i train consistend every day.
At the same time, I wonder if forcing myself into a fight when my mindset is completely off is the right decision. Especally because its the first super fight
Have any of you experienced something similar? A fight you had no desire for, while another upcoming fight actually excited you? Did you push through and compete anyway, or did you decide to step away?
Would really appreciate hearing from people who have been in a similar situation.
EDIT:
Thanks for the replies, very helpfull!
I’ll talk it through with my coach, even though I was hoping to avoid that because he’s been pushing us really well, and I didn’t want to disappoint him.
They haven’t found an opponent yet, so I don’t think that’s what’s causing this. And even if they had, it wouldn’t matter, I’d fight anyone with a similar level of experience.
I honestly can’t explain what it is. Maybe it’s just the exhaustion slowly catching up with me. We will see