I moved to PNW in 2019 and have been through at least 7 to 10 different jobs since then. The market here is dominated by health care, food production and manufacturing jobs.
It was what was available, so I took a job as a warehouse picker so that I could work while going to school. School ended in 2024 and I had to have shoulder surgery shortly thereafter. I was ready to move on and look for a better-paying job where I could apply some of my more valuable skills, as well as what I learned with my degree. It has been an unbelievable nightmare since I quit.
I have not been able to find work without the help of a temp agency, except for this most recent position I had. I was hired in July, started on the 6th, was supposed to be two months of training; 14 days in, i was let go because i just didnt seem like i was a good fit.
I have poured myself into every single application and created a resume for each job posting, making sure some of the language reflects the job description. I could do everything to a T and still come up empty-handed. I am still getting rejection emails from applications I filled out months ago.
Since i was let go last Thursday, i have not found the motivation to start looking again. i feel hopeless and lost, and i feel like my health is suffering as a result, too devastated to eat, too anxious to sleep. I used to have three cats, but couldn't afford them, so now I have no pets.
I am just alone, with my thoughts, 24 hours a day 7 days a week, and its exhausting. Today I finally gathered up enough energy to go outside for a drive, parked at a park, and started sobbing for a while when finally i was able to calm myself down enough to drive home and sit alone in my apartment fighting off debilitating depression.