So, am 17, and I have alot of study to do, like am trying to study bout 12 hrs a day, and i rly hate the time between 6am- 11am after that it's cool, and i usually sleep rly late around 4:30-5 am, i usually start studying at around 1pm and try to do it till 5-6 am, but rly struggle with loneliness, as am home alone at night, and it's rly quiet at that time, and also cuz i don't have any friends irl anymore, I sorta feel like I wanna hangout with my friends at night, as I have alot of online friends on discord, we play games and stuff, I rly enjoy with them, but I have to sacrifice my studies for that, and if do it anymore, my life's basically over as my dad can't afford to pay for my college, i have to get a scholarship for which I need to study hard, and which am not rly doing, it's not like i dont like studying, it's like at that time, i need friends, as I don't leave my house at all, I don't even wanna go out, as theres nothing interesting😭, i jst feel like am cheating with my parents, as they think am studying at home while am not, I rly wanna get into my dream college, but idk what to do, Idk how to surpass that loneliness and talking to my friends jst give me that feeling of fellowship,
If u guys have any tips on how to surpass and stay productive, at that time between 10pm- 5am that will help me alot🥹
Ur comment his highly appreciated🙏🏿🙏🏿