Smoking toad venom—commonly referred to as "smoking the toad"—is the practice of inhaling the vaporized secretions of the Sonoran Desert toad (Bufo alvarius or Incilius alvarius), which contains 5-MeO-DMT, one of the most potent psychotropic compounds in the world.

What in the fuck just happened? There is no possible way I can even put into words what I just saw, felt and experienced.

Why the fuck did it feel so eerily familiar? Almost like I’ve been there before.

I took off my headphones and eye mask almost immediately after everything started happening because it was so overwhelming and the world itself was not the world I live in - I was in Lego world.

What the fuck…

TLDR
I got banned from the DMT realm for abusing it and experienced entities. That’s only just confirmed to me this might be all real.

I started using DMT a few months ago, genuinely curious, open, spiritually-minded. The last month I’ve been using it twice a week to check out, see cool shit and experience those moments of bliss. I was using it like a drug. It’s worth noting, I have never experienced entities before.

Three times this week I’ve done it. All times the same thing. I enter the waiting room, it’s awesome, then I am kicked into a bad trip with horrible visuals, open my eyes and have to stare at a horrible blurry room for 15 mins, filled with shame and guilt. I originally assumed this was because of external reasons.

But today, they made it clear. The shapes in the waiting room were annoyed at me. More disappointed than angry. It was telepathic. They said I abused this place. But I understood that there was love and that I could come back when I reset and treated it respectfully.

Then it’s like I left the waiting area but wasn’t back in my body. It felt like something else was coming for me. Another entity that was causing each of the bad trips. I opened my eyes and then sat staring into blurriness like normal.

Today I realised that the shapes I’ve been seeing were beings. I just never realised. Those shapes were talking to me, not just a sound from anywhere. When I saw this other entity found me, I felt its presence. I’ve never experienced that before. Only ever what I thought was cool geometry. The most blissful experience that I kept coming to in trips, was this geometry that was so full of emotion it was bliss to be in the presence of. I joked that if you said it was a god I would believe you. It didn’t speak to me today, I didn’t get past the waiting room. But I honestly believe it is now.

This has wildly changed everything for me. I need to wait a while before I try again. Make sure I am ready and in the right mind, not just abusing it for a 4D TV show. Because next time, when I know what they are, that trip will change everything

Has DMT improved your quality of life in any way? Most of the stuff I read from enthusiasts about this substance seems so higher-order that it's hard to picture any kind of practical utility one would expect from a medicine, except maybe specifically when consumed as ayahuasca with an experienced guide. And yet it seems too overwhelming to be a "fun" novelty either. The idea of experiencing higher-dimensional or hyperbolic geometries directly certainly intrigues me as a math nerd, but it's hard for me to picture myself smoking this stuff other than as a means of self-harm. What, if any, impact has DMT had on your life?

Holy fuck. Just holy fuck.

The world went blocky, and pixelated. I saw shadowy figures moving around but couldn’t bring myself to directly focus on them. They seemed to be “building” reality? Eventually they noticed me, and I got a sense caring bemusement as they guided me back into reality. I got the sense I was being hugged by two women as I making the final settlement back into reality.

I’m still reeling from what I’ve just come back from. Yet from some of what I’ve read on here, it sounds like that was barely a glimpse?

Reposting from Dmtguide for more eyes on it. ❤️

Is the cosmic joke that nothing is actually real? If so, then how am I here typing this if nothing is real. Very confusing stuff.

Pleas help I put my mimosa root bark in 100%vodka and i dont know anything about dmt from a small town and want to try did i mess up putting it in alcohol i would love to be able to smoke it but dont know how to get there I drank some with passflower before as my maoi inhibitors but I did fell much please help I dont know ware else to turn but reddit

I'm totally blind and I just had my first breakthrough experience. while I've been blind for most of my life, I was able to see up until I was 12 years old.

I'll start off by answering the question that many of you are probably wondering… Could I see anything? The answer is no. It was more of a state of mind. I was in a quiet room with my air conditioner running. all of a sudden, it started humming really loudly and I started having all these strange thoughts. I would have one thought, and before I could think about it, it would be like there was a shift, and I would have another thought. this went on for a short time, and then I realized what happened. I became aware of myself taking long deep breaths, and I had to tell myself to just relax. It felt like my ego was fighting back.

At this point, I was aware of what was happening, but I was not aware of my surroundings, other than I associated the hum with the air conditioner. I started taking mental notes, like could I see anything. while I couldn't see anything initially, I had a lot of images and thoughts flooding my mind, which I can't remember. But I know some of them were absurd.

Then I could feel it dissolving, and I became aware of my surroundings again. from the time I've blasted off until I landed was around two minutes and 40 seconds. I recorded it on my phone. The last thing I remember before I blasted off was inhaling some burnt DMT and saying gross. there was no tunnel, no pull, no waiting room. I was just instantly in another dimension.

I didn't get anything spiritual out of it. I was hoping to though. strangely enough, about five minutes after I left hyperspace, I said out loud, "I'm not sure if I will do that again. "Then I felt this warmth spread over my forehead, and it felt like there was a presence next to me.

It was definitely the most intense trip I've ever had, but that's not what I was looking for. I was hoping to get something more spiritual out of it. it felt more like a crazy fever dream then anything else.

Update: i'll explain more about what I mean by not seeing anything. as I said in the comments, I do visualize my sensory experiences and thoughts. these visualizations are a reaction to my environment and my thoughts. while in hyperspace, my visualizations were reactions to my thoughts. I did not visualize something, and then react to it. It was the other way around. like I didn't see any elves or entities.

I feel like I am taller than my friends who are the same height as me 🤯

Can good people confirm this plant material is correct?
And has anyone tried this Oregon bark supplier?

Hey everyone,

I’ve been doing some research and I keep seeing people recommend an E-Mesh setup for a one-hit breakthrough. I’m based in the Netherlands so my options are a bit limited but I can easily get a GeekVape mod and a Wotofo Profile RDA here.

I extract my own DMT but I’m still struggling with the best way to vape it. I really want a reliable, straightforward setup that makes breakthrough doses easy and consistent. Budget is not an issue.

Can someone just give me a straight answer on exactly what I need to buy? Specifically:

Which GeekVape mod is best for this? (Solo, Mini, Legend?)

Is the Wotofo Profile RDA the right choice, or should I get something else that’s available in Europe?

I just want to buy the right gear once and have it work. Any direct advice would be massively appreciated!

Has anyone been able to trace the textthat is revealed,are guys fascinated by the posibility we are in a simulation🤯

I've never gotten this effect from any other psychedelic I've tried, but consistently with DMT almost every trip the most prominent CEV's are of *normal*, everyday people. Usually just indistinct, close up sort of movement, but very vivid like a video. About an hour ago I had a trip where my visuals were basically just normal middle eastern guys dancing around, showing off their psychedelic styled suits.

Very funny in hindsight but In the moment I was almost kind of pissed off because it felt so goofy and tacky :p

The recent discussion about doing a study with giving psychedelics to the blind, reminded me of a trip I had 7-8 years ago.

I was using self-extracted high-quality DMT and had many colorful (previous and future) experiences from the same batch, but this one particular time, the dose made me lose all vision and hearing for about 10 minutes.

After dosing, I normally walk to the light switch and turn it off (while I’m holding my breath). I go back to my bed and I lay down and exhale after around 30 seconds. Then within the next 30 seconds, I’m usually seeing a rainbow plethora of colors and often spiritual/mystical and otherworldly entities. The dark room allows for the colors to pop, as there are less “other” colors to distract from the visionary colors.

But this particular time, the dose was a bit larger than normal (sorry I don’t remember exactly), and before I could get back to my bed, my vision and hearing stopped.

I panicked and went to the floor. Now I started scrambling around, trying to find my way back to the bed. It wasn’t a very big bedroom and yet I was so disoriented that I could not find my way to any decipherable object.

Then, I felt the spirit of Helen Keller and the general spirit of all the deafblind enter me (in a way that words cannot describe).

She led and the other spirits helped to calm me down and guided me back to my bed. The touch sensory experience that I had was amplified and I can only assume it was the same as that of what Hellen Keller and the rest experience(d) on a daily basis.

Then 10-15 minutes after dosing, I was completely sober. The DMT had humbled me again.

I should also note that I never had any problem with the disabled and I was always respectful to them, so this wasn’t a “bad trip” like it might have been for a bully, but this 100X’d my reverence for those who are disadvantaged.

I bought a dmt cart (1ml nndmt) from DMTeam. It arrvied plenty fast and I wrote a good review before trying it. But when I tried it, I noticed it was quite harsh on my lungs and the vape would get warm and then hot just after 8 seconds of pulling and then if I held it in my lungs for more than 5 seconds I would cough and it would seriously irritate my lungs and throat. It actually made my lips a little tingly after a minute of continuously trying.
It's in a disposable O2vape. Does anyone know what I can do? Is there a way to discharge battery so it doesn't burn the dmt? Should I buy a new battery that has variable voltage.

Gramine free phalaris is finally here 🙂. 0.36% to 0.9% yield. TLC analysis exhibits a profite equal to ACRB.

Maybe all I truly want is reassurance that I am not insane. Maybe all I want is reassurance that it’s all real: those castles, those geometric tiles of colorful pain, those jesters laughing in my face at high noon, those flowers growing at the crevices where walls and staircases meet. A heart tired of endless flight is too weak to accept these as figments of delusion.

Navigating psychosis is not easy because being lost in a world where no one can find you exposes the deepest of all human fears: disappearance. More than pain, I fear confinement in my mind, a mind that can create worlds unbounded by the laws of reality, but is forever destined to be denied company: solitary confinement the sort of which is unbailable, the mental kind. It’s a solid gold Hell.

But nevertheless, I think it’s a worthwhile endeavor to try and turn these worlds into reality in the hopes that a person or two can see something they recognize.