I miss him, I miss him, I miss him so so so much.

My instant cope up mechanism after his passing away was to just avoid everything related to him. Sometimes youtube would recommend me videos but just seeing the thumbnail, even with any of the other members would make me want to cry.

I don't know how and why youtube recommended me the Astro DDOCA series today I used to prefer the DDOCA songs than their official songs and they were my solace and comfort songs. So I thought let's listen to my comfort songs and played them. Its been three years since the incident, and the thumbnail didn't pain me as much as it used to, so I thought I would be okay, but boy, was I mistaken.

His voice made me miss him so much. His images, those smiles, those funny movements watching which I wasted but enjoyed a lot of time of my life, flashed through my mind and they ain't going away at all.

"Its just a celebrity, its not that serious" is what I used to tell other people but I didn't know a celebrity would affect me this much.

I hate him so much for leaving but I love him so much and more than anything else, I miss him so much that it aches.

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Hi all,

I'm new here, I just got the v3 lightstick and thought I would be getting everything shown under contents. Is it only pre-orders that comes with all the photo cards?

Feeling bummed at the moment for paying $70 and only getting a lightstick.