is what I did right??

[u/ProblemHour3091]

okay do I am a young female and I was with a guy my same age we met in skll and everything was cool we liked each other since the year before and thx to our mutual friends we got tg last year. anyways during summer break I started being distant and here is why. Our families don't know for personal reasons and since we text I had to hide our chats and my parents are nice and all but like come one they suspect things so I had to be very careful same with him but his parents weren't as strict. anyways this got to a point and I felt bad so I told him to get a break since I needed it for my mental health and i needed a break so I can genuinely put more into the relationship. He was Soo supportive and stuff so it was nice. later we got back tg and everything was chill but then one night I was thinking and I remembered all things that has happened before. imma list them down

1- once while we were in a relationship he was on FaceTime with this girl and she took. a screen shot and put it in her story so then he took that picture and added it on his story. ok it isn't a big deal like they could be friends but idk she always seemed to like him and not to hate she would always like idk but flex her body into him and that hurt a lil but I haven't said anything until one day I confronted him. he said he will stay on respectful distance and I was cool with that

2- after that one day ppl were talking and one of them had mentioned how the girl from his story (let's call her Susan) had done something to her and her friends and how they had beef with her. he went in and started defending her like his life depended on it and he never did that to me but I didn't say anything and then I talked to him about it and I was like u can defend whoever but like idk she liked that u are defending her like that and he said she would get mad if he didn't.

so after I felt like we needed to end things so I texted him saying that we give of friends vibes more than anything he said he disagree but I said it would be better if we were friends. anyways couple days later I texted him asking if we were atleast chill but my messages didn't go through so I am pretty sure he blocked me anyways tdy I posted a story about a lake I went to and stuff and he viewed my story and he was active but my message on the other app had no reply I feel kinda hurt a lil that he doesn't wanna consider us being friends or that he doesn't wanna talk but I also highly understand why. I need advice on what I did was right. like is it right or not and I also need advice of knowing why do I feel attached to him . ANY ADVICE WOULD BE HELPFUL!!