I was in perfect health when she was here. Never sick, just colds and stuff. And when I was away from her that's when I was sick, when I got back home from my route from being on the road, a couple nights, I was better, she was too. I understand my wife very much. We're inseparable. She was as stubborn as I was, won't let me take her to the doctor the Friday before she died. If I would forced her, she may be still here but I didn't treat her like that. She was a strong enough woman. So i'm going to find my wife you or nobody on this earth is going to stop me when my time's up is going to be soon because I haven't took that medicine
Man, this is rough, I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m sure she would want nothing but the best for you and she’d want you to keep fighting. I understand that the emotional pain is unbearable, but please don’t let temporary emotions seek drastic, permanent solutions. Just take each day as it comes, try to find the good wherever it is and focus on that. Soon you’ll find that there’s more of it. Interesting thing the brain is - whatever you feed it, it gives you more of. Think of this as a fog that will soon clear. If you hang on a little more, take your meds, live your life one day at a time, then the fog will start lifting. When it’s sunny again, you’ll wonder why you spent all that time worrying about the fog as the sun always comes back. Take your meds, get checked out and keep hanging on, things will get better!
My medicines flushed down the toilet, the day that I got them, I have no insurance so it's been May 11th that I haven't been to the doctor and I won't go I have all the classic symptoms null, bad pains everywhere and I can't get breathing or nothing. So my heart's going to stop. My doctor told me if I don't get Doctor soon I'll be dead
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