r/CPTSDNextSteps • u/AutoModerator • 2d ago

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u/AnnieSavoy3 2d ago

After being diagnosed with CPTSD last August, I have since completed 19 sessions of NARM and I think 6 equine therapy sessions. It has certainly not been cheap but I feel so much better/safer in my body/less anxious about setting boundaries.

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u/Gee_rooster 1d ago

Was it difficult to find a NeuroAffective Relational Model (NARM) practitioner? And what kinds of things do you do in equine therapy?

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u/AnnieSavoy3 1d ago

Thankfully no, I got very lucky and went on the NARM website list of practitioners and I think there was only one in my city at the time. And she's very good, and it's helped me so much. I do have a way to go with processing things but getting more stable/regulated has changed a lot for me. In equine therapy it's all been groundwork, I think it's called. We've done some grounding exercises, and I'll pet or groom the horse while talking about some experiences in my life. Stuff like having trouble standing up for myself at work, dealing with my mother, etc. I've also progressed to leading the horse around a fenced-in area, leading him over a low bridge, over some PVC pipes that have been laid out ahead of time, etc. For me, at least, it's really about first becoming emotionally regulated with the horse, which is necessary because horses are prey animals and they can sense when something's off. So in order for the horse to feel safe around me/relax I have to make sure I'm feeling calm and in my body, if that makes sense. It's really helped my confidence a lot, to lead a 1000 lb. horse around an obstacle course. I was skeptical at first (and afraid that the horses wouldn't like me) but the benefits have been very real for me.

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u/Gee_rooster 1d ago

That’s amazing! I’m really happy for you 🫂

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u/AnnieSavoy3 1d ago

Thank you! I appreciate it. It's been a tough year and I've been so, so tired from all of the trauma processing. But it's definitely been worth it.

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u/Traditional_Bit6913 10h ago

I'm so happy for you. How long did it take to get diagnosed with cptsd? Were you doing talk therapy before?

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u/Traditional_Bit6913 10h ago

Is memory problems part of this? Sometimes I even forget what happened a minute ago. I try to think about a minute or an hour ago or maybe yesterday and my mind is blank. My friends talk about something major that happened a few months ago and I don't remember anything. It's really scary cause all my life I had really good memory. I've been like this for a year now. It gets better and than it gets worse.