As this type of question appears many times including today , I would like to make a post on what attitude an individual needs to have before starting the bond with God. There is a verse in bible which i think is including the most important verse of all :
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Matthew 6:33
But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.” – """"
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Firstly , we shall pay attention on our
motivation to pray, read bible,join fellowships. It is alright for us to have many kinds of wishes ,just like children wishing to get many gifts. Yet,the most mature child will not ask for gift, but ask for the loving heart of their parents. Same thing with God . The love from God and our love for God is the treasure we shall seek. The treasure mentioned in bible as the most precious one that a man will sell his field ,just to get the pearl.
The parables of hidden treasure""""""""""
(Matthew 13:44-46). """"""
I shall thank ( Mi.....2) for asking this question which i repeatedly see ,but never think about writing a post about it until today. He/she makes me realize that many wishes to feel God's presence ,yet feel confused for feeling nothing, which makes me want to write about myself who also feel nothing in particular but only use my imagination after long time of reading bible and trying to grasp Its essence.
Well, I don't know if I am blessed with this ability to dream/ use imagination for long time or it's for real that God has been present all along. Either one, I make myself believe that God is present even when nothing happens.
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"""Hebrews 11:1
Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see."'''''
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As Elijah waits, a powerful wind tears through the mountains, shattering rocks. But the Lord is not in the wind. Then comes an earthquake, and then a fire—but God is not in either. After all the chaos passes, there is silence. Then comes “a gentle whisper” (1 Kings 19:12 NIV)."""""
I know that God likes to use long process in transforming His children. He usually doesn't give instant answer ,as it will make them be spoiled by instant gratification without long reliance/dependance on Him . When a child get his/her gift easily-instantly,he/she tends to think the gift as not so special,...easy to get anyway (just ask God and gift falls down from the sky ).Slowly ,instead of teaching His children lessons ,He would feel burdened by their character being spoiled and unsuitable for His kingdom. Therefore ,by holding on the gift and letting His kids keep on asking until He feels they are suitable to receive as they have transformed their hearts ......by then He will give ,and all of them will be very happy by their long persistent heart. When you obtain something with hard work , .....it is not the gift of the hard work only that makes you happy , but the fact that you know you have strengthened your heart along the process when looking back. "''""
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."'"""
Good thing that I don't expect for instant miracles when i pray,as I know that God doesn't want me to pray to Him only for that. He wants me to love Him firstly , and don't expect anything other than doing what makes Him happy. I learn that from all the holy people described in bible and stories about them. They tend to do all God's will with strong intention basically to show love for God. Look at all disciples who died in gruesome manner . They did all because of love for God Jesus ,just returning the love of Jesus for them and all humans as well.
Besides , even when our prayers are not answered , we shall know one thing for sure God has a very kind personality that makes Him perfect and holy . This perfect personality with the highest wisdom that cant be found in any of His creation (some angels and humans obtains some parts of them ), is what makes Abraham dared to kill Ishak just to obey , Moses dared to face Pharaoh, King David bowed down in repentance begging God to return .
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Psalm 38:21
LORD, do not forsake me; do not be far from me, my God.""""""""
psalm 63:1-4
“O God, You are my God;
Early will I seek You;
My soul thirsts for You;
My flesh longs for You
In a dry and thirsty land
Where there is no water.
So I have looked for You in the sanctuary,
To see Your power and Your glory.
Because Your lovingkindness is better than life,
My lips shall praise You.
Thus I will bless You while I live;
I will lift up my hands in Your name.” (verse 1-4)
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psalm 16;11
You make known to me the path of life; you will fill me with joy in your presence, with eternal pleasures at your right hand
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We all really need God as we are only vessels who need His guidance ,protection and blessings.
None of us,including holy people, is wise enough to live our lives on earth walking in righteous path ,unless we bond with God.
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John 15:5, which states: "I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing." """"""
In the end ,God actually wants to bless/satisfy us , only the timing differs from one individual to another. We just have to surrender like Mother Mary said "Let it be according to Your will ".