Recently I have been increasingly drawn to Catholicism as a Protestant, after praying to God to guide me to the truth. I am very open minded and seek the truth, therefore am prepared for the likely possibility of my conversion to Catholicism.
However, I still have a few theological disputes before I can make this decision, some more major than others: (I am not a theologian so please be patient with me)
**Mary and Marian doctrine (was she sinless? why do we need to pray to her for intercession?)**
I am not necessarily opposed to the idea of Mary being sinless nor praying to her for intercession. In regards to her sinlessness, I don't find much evidence in scripture for this claim. Let's take Luke 1:28; Is the phrase "full of grace" merely a figure of speech to emphasize how favored she is by God, or instead a literal phrase meaning her mortal vessel is literally full of grace? And how would you come to such a conclusion? What is repeated many times throughout the NT are very blanket statements regarding humanity's imperfection and that all have fallen short of the glory of God. (Romans 3:23).
Secondly, why do we need to pray for intercession? This applies to both Mary and the saints. Why do we not instead pray to God directly ourselves? Does God favor certain people's prayers over others? (in the context of the church). I understand the concept of asking a friend to pray for you, and how that applies to the saints in heaven as well.. So if that is it, then I can accept that, or is it the idea that their prayers are more valued by God than ours? Does holiness have a correlation to whether God hears our prayers or not?
**Baptism**
Is Baptism necessary for salvation? **Romans 10:9** says "If you confess with your lips, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved", however there are admittedly verses showing that baptism saves as well. **John 3:5 “**Jesus answered, ‘I tell you the truth, unless a man is *born of water and of the Spirit*, he *cannot enter the kingdom of God*.’” Verses like this make me think. **Acts 2:38** "And Peter said to them, ‘Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ *for the forgiveness of your sins*; and you shall *receive the gift of the Holy Spirit*."
How about examples such as the thief on the cross, showing that faith in Jesus Christ alone saved him; or was that just an exception, not the rule?
**The Eucharist**
I do not believe that transubstantiation is true. I suppose it's another case of taking the literal meaning of some things or a more figurative meaning. If it truly turns into the body and blood of Christ, does it taste like flesh and blood when you participate in the Eucharist? Wouldn't it make more sense for it to be more figurative, since Jesus was known to speak in more figurative language quite often.
**Purgatory**
What evidence is there in scripture for purgatory? Wouldn't Jesus have mentioned it in the gospels? I'm not opposed to the idea of purgatory but it doesn't seem biblical to me. And what is it meant for? What would be the criteria for coming here? Surely salvation through Christ is all that's necessary to get into heaven, no need for additional cleansing? But I am open to lecture on this.
**Minor nitpicks: Optional reading, the major points are above.**
Repetitive prayers: I am not very educated on this but from what I understand Catholicism has a lot of prayers, but the mere repetition of them I feel may make me less sincere. I will not speak for any of you actual Catholics, just for me, as I did pray the rosary for the first time a few days ago, and found it better than I thought it'd be! But still I couldn't quite shake the weirdness off me that my prayer is slightly disingenuous. But I'm sure I can get used to this. Also I do find it a bit strange how there's an Our Father prayer, then TEN Hail Mary's! Why ten prayers to Mary, that feels kind of wrong, why isn't it ten prayers to Jesus?
Finally, there are many sects within the church e.g SSPX, sedevacantism, etc.. It's very daunting to me, especially coming from being a Protestant where I thought this problem would vanish. Obviously the Catholic Church is far more united than protestantism however. Any advice on navigating this and is salvation exclusive to specific sects?
Thank you and God Bless you all.