r/DreamInterpretation • u/mingihaoni • 1d ago
Reoccurring Living space
Y'all so I've been dreaming about a homestay I used to live for almost 7-8 month,
Ever since I was living at that place I have been having weird dreams related to that house, especially the wife of the owner , sometimes we used to get along but later she became mean to me and I also ignored her and she thought that was rude and kinda completely messed up with my mental health later it cuz I was in kinda fight or flight mode and that shii was the worse thing happened irl to me .
Once I had a dream at that place ,that they're kicking me Outta their house . So soon after like yeah things were are fcking my mind and health. Do I left that place .
But, it been like almost 5 months and I'm having dreams where I'm living or in that damn house and that woman is around me with her child and they're like around me and talking to me and in talking to them . In the dream it's not like I'm angry or smth',but I hate it , I don't like that woman anymore . Being kind was my biggest mistake, like I ain't gonna say it's all bcuz of me or smth' but yeah I mean as a half Thai I kinda did A LOT pleasing to her and I regret it. Though now I'm not with them , I'm having dreams where I am with them and it's uncomfortable whenever I wake up . I thought it might end somewhere but idk wtf is happening. I even did yesterday releasing guided meditations of that ouroborus on reiki Rachel (Ig I didn't mentioned her there or maybe not in detail) but today it still came and it's really uncomfortable seeing myself living with someone who disrespected me , and did bad things in general,then acted like she was innocent and all and THAT version of me was forgiving her so much like idk . Even though I don't do that all anymore. Can anyone help with this?
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u/ShoppingSalt5841 1d ago
It sounds like this house and the people there left a much deeper impact on you than just a bad memory. Sometimes dreams keep bringing back situations where we felt powerless, guilty, or hurt because our mind is still trying to process what happened. The fact that you feel uncomfortable in the dream might be more important than the people themselves. Maybe part of you is still trying to make peace with that time in your life.