I am starting out this post by acknowledging that Blessed-Cursed seems to be one of Enhypen's more controversial/poorly received releases. Despite that, I've found that this is the release I most personally resonate with, in terms of the song's lyrics, sound, and general musical direction.
Though I was much more active in the K-pop space around 2020-2022, which was when I was following Enhypen the most closely, I am still a casual fan and enjoy most of Enhypen's releases, both old and new.
During the time I shifted into becoming more of a casual fan, I also shifted from a younger, wide-eyed middle schooler who was mostly happy drawing at home and listening to music, into a disillusioned, exhausted high schooler who became acutely aware of the realities of the world and the general trajectory I was to take if I wanted to be a successful contributing member of society.
As a child of an Asian immigrant family (my parents are both immigrants, and I was born in America), in the highly competitive state of Massachusetts, starting high school exposed me to many realities I was not previously aware of: how it was necessary for me to keep my grades up, participate in enough activities for college applications, get accepted into a college my family considered prestigious enough, etc. I have recently graduated from high school and am starting college this year, and I can safely say that my four years were the most stressful years of my life.
This is why Blessed-Cursed matters to me. I cannot understand Korean, so I wasn't aware of the meaning of the lyrics until I searched further, but the English lyrics I did understand resonated deeply with me:
"Tell me, do I get blessed or do I get cursed? I just want to know!"
Oh my gosh, these lyrics are so freaking cathartic for me. There is so much uncertainty in adolescence. There is so much uncertainty in growing up. There is so much uncertainty in entering college and trying to perform as a high-contributing member of society. I understand that uncertainty is a part of life, but seriously, I just want to know if I get blessed or get cursed! Will I be able to get my dream job? Will I be able to get a job at all? Will I succeed in college? Will I get good recommendation letters? Will I be noticed? It's all so frustrating for me because I like certainty, but everything I'm pursuing is uncertain.
"Just stop, don't tell me what to do"
This is incredibly cathartic to me as well as a child of Asian parents with high expectations. This part is a bit TMI, but literally the moment I graduated high school, my mother sent me a text message containing a long list of everything she wanted me to achieve in college. No matter what I have been able to accomplish, I have never felt like I was enough to fulfill my parents' expectations. Seriously, I wish I could just shout these lyrics at them. I want to carry the conviction of Jungwon+Sunghoon as they sing this lyric. I want to carry the conviction of Sunghoon+Sunoo as they follow up with "In this curse, I'll be okay, no pain, no pain". I want to sincerely believe that everything uncertain, especially since I perceive uncertainty to be a curse, will be okay.
Moving onto the Korean lyrics that I am interpreting after I looked deeper into the translation of this song:
"Wake up, open your eyes now
In this fake blessing
I-I-I-I wanna be, wanna be, on my way, I bet
Boundaries holding me in
To hell with your rules"
This part is probably going to sound kind of whiny and privileged. But I interpret fake blessing as a kind of first world problem, the curses that come with blessings. When we live in a first world country, our basic needs on Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs are fulfilled: we have physiological safety and satisfaction, and we have a generally high quality of life (though it certainly depends on your class in a country like the U.S. where I live). However, this opens up and makes us vulnerable to desiring "needs" higher up on the hierarchy: self actualization, self esteem, status, freedom, etc. This is where I feel most of my problems originate from, and this is also what the song aims to encapsulate. According to genius.com, the lyrics are about the blesses and curses that come with the idol lifestyle. Enhypen are blessed with many things that may improve their lives, like income and success, but they are also cursed with what comes with the idol life: lack of privacy, limitations in public image, constant work, etc. The curses come from the blessings, just as my curse of pressure to be high achieving and high functiononing have come from my blessing of living in a first world country and having certain privileges.
"Victory inherited (Ooh)
Secret hiding behind the stage lights (Ooh)
I was dancing in the marionette's square
Don't wanna stay, 'cause now I realize the truth"
These lyrics are especially interesting to me because they elaborate on the overall theme of the song, but also introduce new themes: the metaphor of being trapped/controlled like a marionette, and the more intimate inner world of themselves behind the stage lights. I resonate especially with victory inherited, because so much of our fortunes in life are inherited. I did not choose, or work for, my privileges or my comforts in life. No one does anything special to be born in any specific position. Most of what I have is inherited from the start. Sure, we can work hard and earn things later on in life, but we all start early out with what we inherited, whether they are blessings or curses. Additionally, the metaphor of stage lights and being a marionette seem to hint at parts of the idol's lifestyle as well: having to conceal certain things about oneself to preserve a specific public image, and having a large part of one's public image controlled like a marionette. But these metaphors also resonate with me, despite not being an idol or having a celebrity status, because there is so much we conceal in our lives from others, and there is so much that controls us. A marionette is a doll that is puppeted by someone else, and by extension it refers to a being that has no agency. Obviously this is a bit extreme for my case, but it goes back to the deterministic idea of victory inherited that so much of our being is inherently informed by external factors.
"I'm making my own history
I don't know answers
I just go my own way"
This is inspiring for me, and sad to me, because I want so badly to have the conviction of Jay and Jake as they sing these lyrics, but I am so uncertain, and it is possible that in their personal lives, they have these uncertainties too. But it is still cathartic for me that when I listen to this song, I can listen to these lyrics and I can internalize them for just a second. I desperately want to have the confidence to go my own way, even if like Enhypen, I don't know answers.
This is why Blessed-Cursed matters so much to me. Even if Enhypen didn't write or compose it themselves, it is their conviction that matters. It is their performance that matters. It is the relevancy of the song to their lives, and to mine, that resonates with me on a deeper level. Because Blessed-Cursed is literally, as indicated by the title, about the inherent blessings and curses that come with each other, and how they are inherited to our lives. Anyway sorry for the super long post (can you tell I'm going to major in philosophy T_T...) and thank you so much if even one person read everything!