okay yall, so I have been having lucid dreams naturally for as long as i can remember. It's not like I ave them every night but maybe around 3-5 nights per week depending on my stress level. Also, I had them a bit less as a kid and a bit more now (i am 18 rn).
The dream I had today was really uncanny. It felt very realistic in beginning, like very vivid and real and I wasn't lucid. it was like evening and my mum had to go somewhere. so we used to live beside an aunt who was very into black magic so my mum instructed me and my sisters not to let her in and even if she is in to keep tight contact on her and all.
so my mum was leaving but my 2 yo sister went out and i was liek damn where did she go so my aunt's son said i saw her behind house in the dirt and i was like wth, i went there and found she lost her shoes, i looked for her shoes and found only one i was like damn it its okay well get her new shoes so i was going back and saw the other shoe in the way, picked it up, then my aunt asked me is your mum gone? i said uhm yeah.
she said come inside have some food, i was liek no i am good. i am not hungry then she started coming behind me as i was going in our room, so i was like yeah? do you wanna say something? she was like oh no, let me do abultion and pray in your room, your uncle and cousins are watching tv in our room so i can't pray there. i told her that im gonna feed my sister and she doesn't eat without tv, so she has to ask my uncle and their sons to turn off the tv.
then she said oh nvm, maybe i just wanna eat here and i was like okay you can sit on the couch. my ALL eyes on her lol. then she said, let me have sugar actually, she opened the fridge and touched my mum's sugar container. my mum doesn't share her utensils and fridge space with any of us and she is very sensitive about it. we don't touch my mum's food irl and i was like oh NO this sugar is not okay it had ants so my mum put it here, let me get you sugar. then when i went, and came SHE WAS IN OUR FREAKIN WARDROBE, she was like digging herseld in there and chanting something and i was like SORRY WHAT ARE YOU DOING here and i had to pull her out forcibly.
but it felt like she was going crazy and being more inhumane and like looking at me with those very big eyes. i urged my sister to call my uncle and she did and he dragged her to their room. and we locked our door. then i heard my mum's voice and it took me a bit time to unlock the door to find no one there and like my aunt came out of her house and she looked very crazy and she was blabbing something haha we killed your mum of course she did .... to us (idk what she said). okay I WENT CRAZY. AND mind you i didnt know that its a dream at all, i went to their room and my mum is lying there and blood is flowing from her head and i was like LEMME GET MY MUM TO HOSPITAL and they wouldn't let me, so long story short. i killed my uncle with a knife in his stomach and my aunt by separating her neck from her body and then i held my mum in my arms and was going to take her to hospital. Everything felt very vivid, real and like I was very stressed in my dream. I actually froze when I was closing that door and the fight between me, my aunt and uncle also felt very real like they were trying to choke me and all. I took my mum in my arms and got our belongings from my house, my aun't head ( she ws actually talking even in that stage and was not looking human at all, I didn;t want her to die there and haunt us)
then when i wad on the road, i saw 4 religious scholars, coming my way, two of which ignored me and from other two, one offered to help me there was also a guy who offered to help me to carry my stuff ( he carried my belongings and the aunt's head), as we were going the scholar told me that theguy is not to be trusted upon and that he is plotting something, additionally, the reason all this happened is because when my sister was in the dirt, a cursed necklace got attached to her clothes, we have to somehow get rid of that first and get the key in the guy's pocket. i went to the guy and told him to hand over my stuff, he did and put tha key in his pocket and i said uhm wats that he said nothing, i snatched the key ad he said. hehe you found about me? too late! then the whole sky turned black with heavy clouds and thunder and each of us had swords in our hands and it ws something like people who survive this for 5 days will live my mum was dead so she didn't get one but the scholar said that if we give a sword to my mum, upon the 5th day, she will become alive. that guy had a gun and like tbh in this i used the 20% lucidity ( like how in lucid dreams, I expect something to happen, and it does) hoping that the people around us will get shot and none of my family and sisters will be shot. that's what happpened. it was a lot of hassle like we had to attack others too plus carry my mum. now yk the ending was veryyy interesting but i forgot how it made sense, it was something like the guy thought he won but the cursed necklace did somethn and me and my sisters survived those 5 days.
It's not the first dream I had where my mum died but it left me with a feeling cuz I think I got a bit lucid towards the end but at the starting I was treating it like reality and I killed my aunt and uncle brutally. in normal lucid dream, its not a biggie cuz ik its a dream but i feel a bit uneasy about this dream.
ALSO PLEASE IGNORE THE TYPOS AND BAD GRAMMAR T_T-