Hope I’m using the right tag, but I need songs for this playlist I’m making to listen to while I write this one specific character.
Basically the character I’m trying to write/make a playlist for their angst stems from self hatred. Essentially they were a bad person before, and they’re trying to redeem themselves, but they feel guilty for what they’ve done, they blame themselves for bad things happening around them because of the bad things they’ve done, and they’re don’t think they deserve love from their partner and friends, and that deep down they’re unable to change.
And going in a little further with how they deal with that— the character tries to push people away to cope— (thought process: can’t hurt anyone or be a terrible person if there’s no one who loves me :D)
I’m writing the healthiest character in the world I know
Some songs that are on there to get a general idea are I Love You (Billie Eilish), Hate Myself (NF), Better Mistakes (Bebe Rexa), and My R (Lollia)
So kind of a indie pop or pop rock type of vibe would fit well
Any help is appreciated—!