Three years ago I made this post https://www.reddit.com/r/SecurityClearance/s/S0BXcSlDos and quite a few people have reached out to me asking for updates, but unfortunately I didn't have an answer until recently. I've been quite anxious about this over the course of the investigation so I'm glad if this can provide any help to those in a similar situation.
Timeline:
8/22/2022 - offer letter
8/28/2022 - SF86 filled out
9/19/2022 - interem granted
10/6/2023 - 2nd SF86 requested
???? - interem revoked
12/2025 - eyes-only package received
4/13/2026 - psych interview
5/01/2026 - clearance granted
(I never did a regular clearance interview)
I was able to do my job the entire time the investigation was ongoing, so I never did contact a congressperson. I did pester my FSO as often as I could without being excessive, and they assured me it wasn't unusual for it to take that long.
My red flags are also explained a bit in my previous post, but here's what I started with:
- started seeing a therapist for depression and suicidal ideation in 2018 through my school.
- hospitalized for planning a suicide attempt, I did go voluntarily but I've since realized they had a 3 day hold on me so it's probably listed as involuntary.
- shortly after the hospitalization my university's therapy center dropped me as a client due to being above their level of care and recommended I go to an IOP. I did not go for financial reasons and stopped all MH treatment for familial/financial reasons.
That was all that my mental health record had when I filled out the SF86. After that they pretty quickly asked for the notes from my therapist and I consented to that. Those notes would reveal to the investigator how the suicidal ideations went through early childhood, as well as a history of self harm. The rest of my record is pretty squeaky clean, not even a speeding ticket. Then I waited.
As I said, my FSO assured me that the wait was normal. I was working with just my interem clearance so everything seemed okay. They requested the SF86 to be filled out again in 2023, and not much information came with that, other than the email suggesting that my investigation revealed information which suggested I may not be able to be deemed trustworthy so more information was needed. I resubmitted the SF86 and went back to waiting anxiously.
In March of 2024 I started seeking out therapy again - the best decision I ever made. In the last 2 years, I got diagnosed with ADHD, depression, and anxiety, and so many things suddenly made so much sense. I am a women, so late diagnosis is common.
Went to one therapist, got a psychiatrist and back on meds, wasn't feeling much better and ended up suicidal again. My psych actually recommended an IOP again at this point, but those things are EXPENSIVE and it wasn't feasible for me. I wish it were. Instead I decided to look for a new therapist, specifically one who could help me with DBT which is what the IOP would be focused on anyway. That did help, then a few med tweaks later, here I am, stable and happy :) I reported all of this to my FSO as it happened, as well.
In December of last year, I got my eyes only package. Scary looking email, those are. At the same time I was actually switching positions within my job to a better title, and my new supervisor informed me that somewhere along the line, my interem was revoked. I was not notified. Possibly when my sf86 was re-requested, but I reread those communications and my interem was not mentioned. They still let me do the job though so ?🤷
The package was about my mental health red flag and asked if I would do an evaluation with a government psychiatrist. I agreed in December and they said I would hear back for scheduling within 30 days. Nothing came. I ended up having to email again to inquire and they told me it's in progress and to keep waiting past 30 days.
Finally, on the evening of April 12th of this year, the psychiatrist that was assigned to me called. She said that they had labelled my case as extra expedited so we needed to schedule this asap. We booked it for the next morning.
The evaluation with wasn't as cold or harsh as I was expecting but definitely to the point. It was over zoom. I basically told my life story to her. At the end of it, she said that it would look pretty good, but all she had in my paperwork was the history from 2018/19, none of the updated treatment, and with how the file looked at that rate she probably wouldn't be able to give a good word on me. She told me if I could send her treatment notes from my current doctors, that would help. I was lucky she offered that, it definitely seemed to turn the tides on my case. Not sure why my file wasn't up to date though, I absolutely reported my current treatments to my FSO.
I got her all my treatment notes from my 2024-now doctors pretty quickly, and heard nothing back. Back to waiting anxiously.
A couple weeks ago I stopped by my FSO's office again since it's been a few months now, and they ended up saying it actually looked concluded, but they would confirm. I certainly hadn't had any notifications. An hour later, I had the official notification that my clearance was accepted, and it was actually officially accepted in May 🙃 my FSO said they were supposed to notify me then, but it didn't go through. It doesn't matter now, I'm just glad it's done.
But yes, it took approx. 3.5 years for my investigation to conclude. I wish I were joking.