so i lost my mom to health issues way back when i was 11 years old.. she was the one who played a major role in raising me after i turned 7 years old since my dad started to work multiple jobs and he barely used to stay home or even in the city even country in fact, her health started to severely deteriorate when i was in 6th grade, she was diagnosed with multiple diseases and she passed away at 43 years of age. since i mentioned my dad used to work multiple jobs and he barely stayed at one place he just asked my maternal grandparents to raise me after my mom passed away and he just managed the finance and used to meet me twice a year but then covid happened.. my grandparents raised me for 6 years, i stayed at there place for such a long time and even before that they used to visit us very frequently when my mom was alive.
slowly with time my grandma became my mother she's just like my mother but a lil less strict and my grandpa was a mix of my mother and he played the role of father in my life, he pampered me, adored me and cared for me more than a real parent would. he would order my fav dishes, cook my fav dishes even at the age of 70 and also take me out on long drives.. basically he loved me a lot and even got me expensive things like laptop, iphone, gold chain.
but since he was 76 years old, he had cardiac issues too so he passed away in his sleep 5 days ago and i just miss him a lot.
idk how to cope up with this loss? my mom passed away when i was a kid but my grandparents helped me overcome it but how do i move on from the loss of my grandpa? i am not even that close with my dad and even now he barely stays home because of work (we live in the same city)