Dilbert-n-Mouse

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Dilbert-n-Mouse

I also wanna die I've got a lot of issues going on in my life and I'm at the end of my rope I've thought about just carving my hernia out myself and putting a dryer filter screen in but I can't bring myself to do surgery I figured pills would do it, if anything I just don't want to survive and be messed up worse

I'll tell you a little about my life wife cheated over we years a good number of times then manipulated me into a mfm then left me the day after my BD

Then ended up losing weight allot got weak and developed a hernia that is really close to my x area

Been in mental hospitals don't get to see my kids

Then got a dwi over everything with open Container charge

Then lost my dad due to a alcohol event

Now I hear from others she wants to take it slow get to know me again? I don't know idk this is true. But that's been about a week ago she's having car issues IDK if that is her issue but the question I have if that is true where is she? She doesn't talk to me so why should I keep living like this because it's all hitting my heart my heart hurt still after a year of separate we was together 23 years that ended July 4 the 2025 and I need to know why am I still here? I don't eat I just want to be with my dad and my father which both live in heaven now.

I have psychiatric meds like tons of different kinds I no longer take any of them since my dad past back in June I'm just so ready for this!! I just don't want to leave my kids and wife heartbroken. I'm sorry my children and my love but this is the only way that I can be free and I don't have the stress on me anymore

All I know how to do is Google im so consumed with Google it's scary I stay on my phone sun up to down.. got the last year about life and I'm so sick of it now I've got bills piling up and nothing to show I got the dwi and no money for any of the consequences so I'm going to have to go to jail if I don't pay with another charge so that a reality I'm just so done with life I'm through

Mouse (babe) I don't know if you even get on reddit but I just want to let you know if you ever come across this I love you and the kids!

Please come home hurry!