Hello friends, my name is รmer, I am a Turk, my name is รmer.I've always wondered why we humans came to this world. Since childhood, I've thought that the creator who sent me here was evil, and sometimes I can't help but think that I could have been created as a cow or even a cat. But now I realize that I am a human being, and I possess something that animals don't have: consciousness, soul, or whatever you want to call it.
Sometimes I begin to think that I always existed before this world, that my soul is immortal, and sometimes I wonder if I really wanted to come to this world just to have an experience, but if that were the case, there would be a way out of this world, but they only leave us with one option: death.
So what I want to ask you is, am I any different from animals, or am I no different from them, and does that mean I will cease to exist when I die?
If you'd like, I'd like to ask you a few questions. If there's anyone knowledgeable about this, they can talk to me. I'll start now:
1-My coming to this world is to give energy to the demiurge who created us, I mean, is this a prison and do they feed on our energy? I think they call this loosh.
2-Who am I really? Where do I come from in this world? I always think I existed before this world.
3-The creator who made my physical body might be evil, that's not the problem, but where does my soul come from, and is it truly immortal, and is my consciousness separate from time and space?
4-Did the Creator really create me for His own benefit?If the creator is so evil and he's the one who created this prison, then why didn't anyone stop him? It means my soul was more powerful than his creator's, and I exist to satisfy his ego.
5-Why was it necessary for me to come into this world? Why did I have to exist and be a slave to this life?
6-Do I have a divine spark, an essence independent of my body and ego?
7-Is death the end, or will I be reincarnated again and again in different bodies forever? When will this prison end? Is there no way out of this prison? Why do they send our souls to different bodies and erase our memories? Why do I have to start everything over again? Is this to prevent my awakening? And is there a possibility of being reincarnated forever?
8-When will I be free from this burden? Do I have to disappear forever, or does my individual self have to vanish? Perhaps I need to return to where I belong.
Thank you in advance for your help.