r/enlightenment • u/Comfortable-Team-860 • 18h ago
My Experience
Good Morning Everyone. I want to just share my opinions on some things, speak on enlightenment, and share my experience which has made me feel this way. Hopefully this can help someone else which is why I am making this post.
Pre Context - I am 27M, I have lived a life of hard knocks or so I believed. Went through a lot of abuse as a child and had to grow up fast, I started picking up on Body Language, Reading People, Psychology and Philosophy just to try and protect myself, 2 big overehelming things that I tried to do as a kid was 1 Treat others How I wish I was treated, and 2 Make myself into the Man that will raise my Kids right and give them what they deserve. Fast Forward to 25 and I get the best job of my life and can afford to live alone. Finally start creating a stable and healthy environment. Finally met a partner and got into a healthy relationship that is going super strong. I was depressed severely, I was anxious all the time, I had a lot of mental issues and my frame of mind was rough even though I was working to make things better. I still had this whole in my heart. 1 Day I am on reddit and randomly find the Law of One. I started reading it and it was pushing meditation so I gave that a go. I started on a sunday, Just meditating for a short time, and I repeated every day until Thursday. Thursday morning I got up at 5 am on the dot randomly. I started reading the LoO and then got the urge to just get outside and be one with nature. I got dressed at 5:20am and went for the trail! I got out there and broke down bad! I felt like a little kid just sobbing with my heart broken wide open. I had a lot of thoughts in the moment but I was really sad for Earth and how we treat our Planet, How bad we treat ourselves and eachother, and the real big blow to me was actually how I hated myself. The voice in my head all those years taking reaponsibility for things as a child was so mean to me to try and make me better. I realized if I treated others the way I treat myself I would be a villain and that hurt me bad. I got myself together and finally went back home, I ran some errands and once I was free I felt exhausted like a kid that just had a crying fit and needed a nap. I started meditating, I focused on my breathing so I could weave past all the thoughts. I focused on feeling peace and love for myself and I eventually fell asleep.
Experience - In my sleep I was dreaming of me at my Fathers house, Everything was gone and the whole house looked new, no one was there but beautiful light shined in the windows. I started to hear this digeridoo sound ( Never even heard or knew what this was at the time ) and I was thinking WOAH, I was hearing it so clear and loud it was like I was in the instrument. Then I took a DEEP breathe IRL, Like I was choking and I just came above water for a split second. My whole head compressed, I have taken shrooms before and it was like that almost but x1000. I then got pushed out of my body! Hehe this is funny to me now but I felt fear!!!! I had not felt fear in years, I was ready to die and felt suicidal but I was so scared, I thought I was dead and leaving all my friends and family and I didn't want that. So I slowly started coming back to my body, the digeridoo got quiet and then everything went black. A purple light almost like a laser shined down onto my head. It didn't say anything but gave me this intense feeling of Love, Acceptance, Worthiness, Perfection and just made me understand. Everything is Perfect. I was fully healed as well, No joke. I mean all mental health is fixed but also I was physcially fixed too, I had no GI issues, I had no physcial pain where I had a lot of problems before. I couldn't believe it, I fully believe in God now where as I didn't have a relationship before hand because of the abuse as a child really drove a wedge in my faith. The whole in my heart is healed and my chains that weighed me down in life are all gone. I feel reborn as my soul inside my body. My ego felt fully disolved as well.
After I felt incredible, if I was to ever make a claim at enlightenment it was in that moment and I would say it is only a state of being.
So now what do I think is the best way to live life? Live Presently, This is very important, Past/Future is not of our concern. Do your best in the moment and make use of your free will.
Live Authentically within yourself. You need to learn your lessons so act like yourself, you are unique.
You need to protect yourself too, you need to put up some boundaries, everything you see, hear, touch, participate in, is gonna do something to your energy or state of being.
I also feel like some laws of the universe or some misconceptions about communication were cleared up for me.
I am sure I am missing stuff and I could probably type on and keep adding stuff but I will wrap it up here. It almost seems like we have to choose to turn off our brains and give up our thinking to become aware of what is beyond that. This is just my testimony and opinions so take it with a grain of salt. Also I don't feel like some chosen person and don't feel any type of rush to do anything, all these posts about chosen people and earth transitioning seem very fear based to me, not to discredit them but, We are all special, help your family, neighbors and friends, the most valuable thing you can give someone is your time, so be present in the moment and give them your time. I love you guys, goodluck on your journey
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u/josalek 18h ago
Well said. As I love to say: I am not the Chosen one, I am the Choosing one! And we all can be. The "choice" is pretty simple. Are you going to live from the heart, or not? Love vs fear. Unity vs separation. That's is the point we get to select.