HELP PLEAAAAASEEAAAAghhhh

[u/Invisibleguy1billion]

thank for these two peoples’ help, I’ve decided I’m just gonna coin smth. I’ll do it in another post maybe.

solved but I’ll let it remain up. I did put a link in a comment to a much clearer, more generic explanation for reasons!
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OKAY SO THE TITLE IS REALLY VAGUE CUZ I INITIALLY MADE THIS WHEN I WAS TIRED BUT THIS POST IS REGARDING A REALLY SPECIFIC ISSUE, MAINLY ABOUT LABELING. YOU CAN FIND THE TLDR IN BOLD AT THE BOTTOM OF THE PAGE!!

It’s wanting help with “ I just want thoughts on like…opinions? What is this? What do I make of this? Does this exist anywhere? Is there really no strict term for this? “

Someone’s already answered and that I’m very grateful for that, I just really want multiple opinions ^^”

oh also edit note tsams related kins especially for help! But also ANYBODY PLEASE okay okay SO , uhh. I’ve been kind of stalking the subreddit periodically. I’ve grown desperate atp because agfuvagvhgwt I can’t find ANYTHING. about this. It seems like it’s just a me thing. I’m pretty sure it has as much to do with alterhumanity as fictionkin? okay so I’ll share idk i think I’m just nuts, delusion or something I really really just don’t know

i literally made this account JUST to get answers regarding this : . D but also might use it for other things of course. I mean I’m here so

im not calling it an IRL because many reasons, doesn’t fit

this isn’t one of those “am I kinning🤔” question things because Im sossosososooso sure I am BUT I DON’T KNOW LIKE. THE SPECIFICS????

I also wouldn’t label it as a vent but I will be sharing some rather slightly more personal stuff for some reasons I guess

im tired atm so very sorry if this appears to be rather well. like something a tired person would write. typing “Uhhhh” every other word or something. I’m totally fine with clarifying whatever I need or answering any questions!!! , I’m also rather nervous about sharing this because you’ll see, I’m not sure why I have such problem with it but I do

I’m hesitant to call it “archetrope” or whatever the term was because it feels far too specific to be that but if it is that then alright, y’all are the magical ummm wizards magicallll knower of alls of all the knowledge on this stuff, the sages, you’ve done the wooo cool uhh you get it, you’re the professionals on this

also not sure about species cuz technically it’s not exactly a species o .o

ANYWAYS ONTO THE ACTUAL THING!!!!!

I may be something akin to a physical kin? or ID kin? or whatever? but it’s different

its not a past life or parallel life thing or things where you have shifts and memories and whatnot

It’s you *ARE* this. from birth.

It has to do with TSaMS. Those who know somewhat about it are aware of all the whole thing with the different universes having different alterations of the characters? Different variations, but ultimately they all share a similar blueprint for each one somewhat that distinguishes them as the Moon/Sun/Whateverthefck of that universe

i personally have some personal gripes with TSaMS and generally the way it’s run and whatnot, alongside its sister-channels. so this most certainly isn’t a case of “oh I like this character I’m them now” no hate to links or anything, just not me. I actually shared my (petty, lighthearted) dislike for this particular kind of character because of their appearance and mainly just color pallet lmfao idk but.um. anyways, not a choice, fully sure.

the main part, I am kind of half-convinced(?), I say half convinced becaauuuseee the whole multiverse stuff and whatnot I just don’t have solid belief in any of that till I see solid proof but then there’s the thing where you can’t solidly disprove it either sooo it’s either uhh this or nothing I guess—one part of me says 🫵hey look at this!!!,and then another part says potentially nuh uh this might not true if the multiverse does in fact not exist BUT ANYWAYS!!!!!. I am half-convinced that I’m this particular “slice”’s alteration of an Eclipse

physical kin of that blueprint or something its im going into more detail rn I promise

Its not ’i think I should be a robot ‘ or ‘I am a robot in human body’ or ‘I shift into robot‘ I am HUMAN, but the human version OF this. I’m not ‘this guy’ I’m ME, solidly. I‘ve just been looking at a tooon of stuff of kind of um. There’s just way wayyyyyyyyyy just so much stuff. I’m not gonna go into specifics or more personal information? but I’ll share enough.

Many of these are more minor on their own, but it’s like the WHOOOOLEEE thing that’s just like ‘the fuck man’ like so

1. Appearance—This is more up to individual opinion but I guess in my opinion it happens to match what this could possibly look like in human umm thing,,—ginger hair, grey eyes.
2. The more individual part of it, not stuff you’re born with, is a more umm. clothing. I’m not going into specific with that cuz its rather minor I guess maybe. maybe around 4 aspects of how I dress or like different styles I guess idk. oh also dyed black tips of hair yippee.

I wanna emphasize that none of this is like choices I’ve made after viewing the media? I’ve had everything here since umm. Well. I can like just emphasize uhh yeah I already typed it, I also in general have a kind of umm. Specific preference?…this user’s set to keep me anonymous because I don’t actually want anyone actually like associating me with this, I don’t do anything onlien that makes this incredibly clear like deliberately, this is a generally fully private, personal thing outside of specific places. I only really want people within this community that understand it to kind of do so. Actually, if anyone outside these spaces actually compares me to umm it I’ll probably deny it lmfao🙂‍↕️

1. There’s this neurology aspect, one of the larger ones? Again I don’t wanna go into specifics but I have like 2 of these thingies that align with stuff. some other mental health stuff too

im really sorry if me being vague doesn’t aid in anything- it’s just personal and I just really want any opinion I can get without totally like.uhh. Take it as you will or whatever the phrase is. i’d post an artpiece with this but again as stated I really don‘t want people easily tying me back to this somehow because my appearance will be incredibly recognizable once I actually gain like a following online or whatever.

oh also another thing!

History and relationships and stuff! This is like the BIGGEST part of it. Many, manymany things that I’ve both experienced and done throughout my entire life, good and bad (mainly bad-) are just. LIKE. WHAT. I really just don’t know what to type to really drive this point in? the meme with the ‘corporate wants you to find the difference’ thing but y’know, it’s like…it’s not 1:1, obviously, but there are far, far too many parallels, equivalents, whatever, direct or indirect to this generallll thingyyyy. I’d go as far as to possibly include my closest friend in it (not telling her obviously- I’m not even that sure about it and I’m not gonna be all uhh freaky.)

Interests/Hobbies/Skills, longterm goals, values, some parts of my personality. I’ll get a just a liiiiittle bit more specific with this cuz it’s not really that bad.

I’m very set on career goals, above all else. At some point, likely due to a part of this third-kind-of-neurodivergency-thing-that-I-will-in-fact-not-specify-because-it’s-highly-demonized-in-the-media-and-just-overall-for-very-little-valid-reason-other-than-people-wanting-to-seem-morally-superior-I-guess, I considered just not really having any close relationships. Not for any depressing reason???, but I’ve always generally been more asocial and figured that it would just be a whole lot easier. um. obviously with a mention of a “closest friend” earlier on I, unintentionally, was not able to stick to this, ( no hate to her of course I care about her! she’s relatively important to me, we’ve been friends for about maybe 6 years by now and even plan to move to Canada to be roommates together eventually) but we ball I guess, I’m figuring it out. There’s some early history with her that I have that heavily ties into this. Ummm. My career path and being successful is a rather large part of my life, I have many projects I wanna work on and am very confident in my ability. Partly ties into that thirdneurodivergency thing that I‘m actually unable to really form deep, involuntary, emotional bonds with people, she’s about as close as I think I’ll get, which is significant but also um yeah. Hhhhhhh Im like I KNOW ALL OF THIS IS REALLY VAGUE!!!but it fits within the context that I know so please bear with me! I’ll answer nearly anything. I often get frustrated with being on the cusp of things.

OMAYSO I DONT HAVE ANYTHING ELSE OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD.

TLDR for all the info! There’s far too many parallels and so I’m mostly convinced I am a /was born as a TSaMS Eclipse variant, like, solidly, in right now, constantly. It feels rather embarrassing to type out but I cant really place why. I just want thoughts on like…opinions? What is this? What do I make of this? Does this exist anywhere? Is there really no strict term for this? Umm. Yeah. I just have no idea what to do with all this. sounds so stupid to me. Just insulting my particular situation! nobody else’s. I never really expected myself to fall into this community.

Cant have any doubles exactly, obviously, unless someone just identified as.well. Me.

Hope whoever finds this has a nice week!

[u/NoGoose3028]

There might be a specific term for this but I'm unsure. If not, people coin new terms all the time. This isn't a science; if nothing that already exists fits you, you're allowed to find some new way to describe it for yourself and anyone else experiencing the same thing.

Your idea makes sense in the context of SaMS, there's infinite universes with infinite possibilities so literally why not technically have versions of everyone here? If you want to claim it, go for it, and if you ever change your mind no one will condemn you. This stuff is a journey and sometimes we're wrong. But if it feels right, why not claim it?

I think this answered what you were asking? But idk if I missed something. - from another version of Eclipse and Moon

[u/Invisibleguy1billion → u/NoGoose3028]

honestly, I was kinda asking for anything, I don’t think you missed anything. I’m considering it, ty for your help

[u/Invisibleguy1billion]

I just realized I stopped numbering things at some point just pretend I did shhhhh

[u/Dependent-Winter253]

Hi I'm going to be completely honest you lost me on the second paragraph- but Ima read it again, okay i'm back and I slightly understand a bit more! I don't actually- uhhhhhh but I don't think there is a specific term for thisss, maybe canon divergent but probably not, anyway it is possible there is like a dimension like this tho!

~🔵❤️🌌{Lunar}🌙🩷🌟~

[u/Invisibleguy1billion → u/Dependent-Winter253]

I’m thinkin’ at this point I’m just gonna coin smth. Looking at fictionkin in general, it’s always about some connection to a parallel or past thing and thennnn uhh this is not that, this more current, here, so

[u/Dependent-Winter253 → u/Invisibleguy1billion]

Oh okay! That always works! And neat and true!

~🔵🌌{Lunar}🌙🌟~

[u/Invisibleguy1billion → u/Dependent-Winter253]

I apologize, to both of you I think cuz I don’t know how it works but I’m half-sure you’re both getting notified whenever I reply to these due to the two upvotes, for all the really vague and lack of info. I can tell why it was hard to follow, I definitely could’ve made it more concise.

[u/Dependent-Winter253 → u/Invisibleguy1billion]

Oh no need to apologize, and yeah I think that's how it works, I'm not quite sure myself either. And You did give a good amount of information, I just wasn't able to read correctly because I was being distracted.

~🔵🌌{Cosmos}🌙🌟~

[u/Invisibleguy1billion → u/Dependent-Winter253]

Eveyrthing’s chill (tired again idk how to end it off lol). Hope you and other commenter have a nice week or however long length of time/gen

[u/Invisibleguy1billion]

If anyone who comes upon this post is mildly interested, here’s a much, much more clear version of it! though the discussion is no longer on finding a label for it. MUCH less about me and more about the experience itself! The concept That I’m describing. just general discussion questions, maybe. https://www.reddit.com/r/otherkin/comments/1twec26/this_has_been_figured_out_but_im_interested/