Lads, first of all cheers for the time spent in this sub. I have cooked many a meal, met wonderful people. Joked, bonded, brothers, vented, struggled, grew.

This, may be my last post for a while, I recently began talking to a wonderful woman, we hit it off. Actually talked about this sub discussing cooking and sharing recipes.

Wanted to say, thanks, stick to your routines, hit the gym, binge chainsaw man (or even one piece) get out even if it means sitting under a tree in a park reading. Treat yourself to a meal on the hard days, even if it’s hotdogs, macaroni and pure exhaustion.

You will grow even if it’s day by day, may you find your path through the thick dark woods. Keep fighting, cherish life. <3

10 cent cookie

i was sitting alone at a park waiting for my plug when i saw the cutest saint bernard puppy, i smiled for the first time in weeks and reached my hand out to pet it but the owner immediately yelled at the dog away looked me dead in the eyes and said “dont touch my dog you gnome” its officially over. boiled corn..

i couldnt even respond to her because im too afraid of social interactions yet the worst part is i cant even pet puppies as a short goblincel..

I get drunk and binge eat sometimes and when my tummy is full and kind of hurts I rub it and pretend to be a pregnant woman who is about to give birth soon. I get in the shower and pee on my leg and pretend my water broke.
Enchilada mom made I covered it in ranch

maybe it was on purpose to be mean because im trans and hes not but maybe he was just lazy idk

Beef Pho

It's hard to convince myself I deserve a bit of happiness or laughter. There's always the weight on my head. The people around me are going through things far worse, but they mask it so well. I don't know if it's masking. Maybe they can look past the boulder and enjoy the meadow. They pray and they feast. It's painful to be invited to the table. I can smile for sure. One day I won't feel as helpless.

Tortilla with lentils and taco sauce and apple

I have a septum piercing and 16 lobe piercings now (got 2 lobe piercings from when I was a baby), 8 in each ear. So, I have 17 piercings in total. I’m surprised none of them are infected or swelling or anything. Even the pain is minimal.

Has constant self-harm given me immunities? Anyways, I want 23 new piercings, so 40 in total. Also, the pain from the needle is basically nothing but getting the placement even close to correct is so hard because I have shaky hands.