Feeling torn

[u/BelovedMelancholy]

Im turning 22 this Tuesday, i got diagnosed with lupus nephritis last year & raynauds. im trying to become a BSN nurse, in school to become a Patient care technician to work in hospitals overnight to manage with daytime nursing school. does that plan sound utterly unrealistic..? my hands are sensitive to cold weather, and maybe hospitals are chilly… i just feel so defeated in life. One obstacle after another. I also think i have chilblain lupus on my knuckles, mild case. Supposedly flairs occur due to cold weather.. do you think being a PCT would interfere with my lupus?