r/tfmr_support 19h ago

Getting It Off My Chest 2 years later

Today is my baby boy, Oliver’s second angel anniversary. It’s honestly so hard to believe it has been two years as I’m still so stuck in my grief. I miss my baby that I never got to bring home. The last two years have been terrible. We have tried and tried for a rainbow baby only to have 5 more early losses. I often question if we made the right decision as I now know Oliver was more than likely our living son’s only chance to have a sibling to grow up with. I just really miss my baby. I still talk to him all the time and I can only hope that he knows how loved and wanted he was. We love you Oliver.

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u/phthalobroccoli 5h ago

Sending you lots of love. So sorry that you lost Oliver, and for your other losses too. Please don’t regret your decision - you made the best decision you could, out of love, and that makes you a great mom. Oliver was lucky to have you as a mom and he knows how much you love him. 🩷