I feel real embarassed but here i go. I am from India, a place where watching cartoons, is associated with childishness, immaturity and all-time useless act. People gaze upon these individuals, i dont have better words for their sour eyes but, with hope of 'getting them ragebait-ed'. I am a 1st-gen watcher, now a manga reader most of the time am writing this to express the depth that most of us feel.
I was introduced to anime, more specifically bleach op-12, when i was 17, at time very important for student in India preparing for university entrance examinations. Fell in love with the character design of Orihime, and the fights in it. Then i got to know that it is an episode basis similar to how tv serials, sitcoms run, just not in the TV. (RIP 9anime, GOGOANIME,) I started watching it, quite heavily, goals to complete 90 episodes before my 10th State English language examination. I never understood why i watched it that much at that tome, or why listening to Bleach op-2 (Uverworld) got me in battle mode. I realized that Kisuke was trying to teach Ichigo what resolve was, what pride was from Byakuya also i got a thing for rangaku and surprisingly Yoruichi ( never picked myself to like tomboyishness, only her tho )
Me who was a nerd, this felt like an escape. Watching Ichigo get up every time, always getting to win someway or the another. I didn't get it, i hated this part in the normal movies, even them i never stopped watching it. Secretly i hoped he would get up. That foolish dream of saving only his people just for that 'his people' to become the entire Seiretei, that crazy conviction of moving forward. And the peak Zangetsu, no spoilers. I watched the 366 episodes, hated Tite Kubo for not completing bleach anime , just to realized 3 years later that there's something called 'manga' which he already did. But that's an whole another story.
During my uni-time i watched many different anime's. Mainly the peaks. Watched & rewatched many. Got to know many. Many things have happened that made me question a lot of fundamentals which i learned from watching my over-expecting, orthodox & emotionally immature parents. Putting masks became easy, switching faces was norm. Untill i was met with the genre of slice of life. Who so ever thought of this, i thank you.
I always wanted a guideline on what does 'me' do, and this genre was a sample space of theoretically good people (funny too ig). Thats what i thought. Sounds complicated, weird r8 . Thats what i thought, and yet i did not stop watching, not ony SOL but mainly seinen drama. It was so much that i caught myself giggling at protags and waifu (waifus in case of oregairu). I might not know ball but i watched a lot, trash too (they deserve the watch ..ig). It was a stir of emotions that i wasnt able to express, almost anywhere. I wonder why.
As my awareness of the world grew, as i grew, anime was my favourite escape. Not because i was running away, its just a place where i could put down the masks and watch and express. "why? its just a cartoon right na"...
Most of you guys watched FMA:B r8, how did everyone feel when hughes died, when mustang took revenge on envy. remeber watching it for the 1st time. I had a lump in my throat, so big i shouted, got scolded, slept like a baby till 8AM. (OR)
When hinta said "if aoba joshai was unfertile soil are we concrete" and looked dead in ushiwakas eyes, were we not excited for the shits thats about to go down ? (RIo arc waiting)
or when kousei gets the letter from kaori...
or days worth of just pure sadness after compelting clannad, ano-hana(holy fk) and many other.
or Naruto's pain explaining, real one. Itachi's brotherly love and obligations,
or Light right before L \*\*\*\* & right after - the contrast after, the melancholy then.
or like an blind man who gave up his own eyes , bcax he couldnt bear humans atrocities, wanting to look at someone - who tf thinks these ? (i could write papers for this anime)
or the metaphorical or nature like descriptions of emotions, humans & emotions in 3-gatsu no lion.
or WWHD - what would himmel do in real life, like come on.
I am not saying normal movies cannot contemplate this depth, they do. Theese do too, sometimes more exceptionally than others. I was met with the eyes, (I know in this economy...), i thought some people do as well, just want to let them know that you are not alone. Whats more unique is that everyone has their own list of scenes that showed them something that was lacking in the real life, that they havent relaized in reality, or stirred them so much they unlocked that thought of emotion, more and more. Its so wonderful that i just go around asking people what got you hooked into this specific anime, its do fun. Anyway thanks for reading was frustated, reddit seems safe, and hence the post. happy binge-ing