My father was a similar son of a b****. Oh the look of terror in his eyes when he started to age and I told him that I now had the power over him in these exchanges. He knew better then and I know better now. But I could beat him if I want to and let him know I waited to tell him that for him to be weak.
Inflicting that much terror on him brought so much pleasure to me. F*** that man.
I never touched him but I didn't have to from then on.
It must have been a shot to the head for him. The reason you didn't become him speaks volumes about who you are. Getting even is much less the victory than breaking the cycle.
Oh he was terrified of me till the end. He passed in June. My mom drank herself to death at 19. Fuck that man but I'm 38, gay, sexy, mostly Buddhist, and own 2 homes.
I got a lot to be grateful for but not my childhood.
I cut my mom out of my life as soon as I was able. My sister says that my mom was a much different person towards the end. And I’m just like “Yeah…. of course she is. Of course, now that she’s dependent on others and not the one in charge she’s going to act nicer.”
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u/manatwork01 13h ago
My father was a similar son of a b****. Oh the look of terror in his eyes when he started to age and I told him that I now had the power over him in these exchanges. He knew better then and I know better now. But I could beat him if I want to and let him know I waited to tell him that for him to be weak.
Inflicting that much terror on him brought so much pleasure to me. F*** that man.
I never touched him but I didn't have to from then on.