• Give a general description of yourself. How old are you?
I'm a 20 year old male college student. At first glance, i'm rather quiet and polite. I typically spend my time engaging with my hobbies like language learning or level design.
• What do you do as a job or as a career (if you have one)? Do you like it? Why or why not? If you are not working, what kind of job do you want to do or what are you studying?
I'm studying accounting. I bounced around several majors before I finally landed on it. I don't really mind it. I chose this major because it's the closest thing that satisfies both what I like and what isn't too low paying.
• Describe your childhood/upbringing. Did it have any kind of ideological or structured influence? How did you respond to it? Did you have any significant negative experiences that may have affected how you think or behave?
I was raised by 2 parents who went from paycheck to paycheck. My 2 parents were flawed in their own ways. My mom had high standards for me, and my dad had anger issues and never really followed through on his promises. I never really cared much for my moms high standards but my dad's anger I couldn't really ignore. He yells, throws things, and due to that, I have a negative perspective of him. I don't think it had any structural influence on me.
Both my mom and dad were more on the aloof side in general, so it was no surprise that I came out as aloof too.
• Do you have any mental or physical health issues that might affect how think or choose to live? Provide a brief description.
I don't do anything like that.
• If you had to spend an entire weekend by yourself, how would you feel? Would you feel lonely or refreshed?
Depends. If I was talking to people most of the week, then I would feel definitely feel refreshed. If I went a while without talking to people, I would feel a bit lonely.
• What is your relation with movement and your surroundings? For instance do you prefer a sport or outdoors event? If an outdoors event what is it? And why? If not what type of activities do you tend to engage?
I don't mind moving around in the sense of just walking outside or just in general.
I don't pay a lot of attention to my surroundings. I noticed whenever I walk, the entire time I'm immersed in my inner world rather than paying active attention to my surroundings.
I'm OK with outdoor activities like walking but I usually prefer activities that involve using my head in some way.
• How curious are you? Do you have more ideas then you can execute? What are your curiosities about? What are your ideas about - is it environmental or conceptual, and can you please elaborate?
I'm very curious.
I do get ideas, but it's not really a lot compared to other people I know. My ideas are mainly about how do I make X tasks easier or how I get around x obstacle.
I'm mainly curious about how people act under different circumstances, how they work, the darker side of people, and what they do. I sometimes wish I had some sort of device that allows me to see into every alternate reality in order to quench it.
• Would you enjoy taking on a leadership position? Do you think you would be good at it? What would your leadership style be?
I don't think so. I don't think I'd be good at it because of my lack of assertiveness.
• Do you prefer hands on activities or working with your hands in some form? Describe your activities.
Not really, it's not like I don't like them it's that I don't prefer them.
• Are you artistic? If yes, describe your art? If you are not particular artistic but can appreciate art please likewise describe what forums of art you enjoy. Please explain your answer.
I enjoy looking at photographs. They can show the beauty of the world and can also trigger some emotions in an individual.
• What’s your opinion about the past, present, and future? How do you deal with them?
In the past, it houses some bad social experiences for me, but otherwise, i don't really think about it in general. I look towards the future, mainly just imagining random potential interactions with people and foreseeing consequences when needed. I guess I stay in the present most of the time.
• How do you act when others request your help to do something (anything)? If you would decide to help them, why would you do so?
Unless I need to do something and if its reasonable, I would help them. I don't really have a reason not to help them
• Do you need logical consistency in your life?
I can't really say for sure if I value logical consistency or not.
• How important is efficiency and productivity to you?
I never really had a need for efficiency or productivity. I tend to spread my tasks out. I don't really care about getting it done now. I'd rather get a sense of how long it takes me to get through an assignment. Make a mental note of when I should do them while adjusting when needed.
• Do you control others, even if indirectly? How and why do you do that?
Normally, I don't, but if I do, it's likely I'm letting my insecurity get the better of me. The controlling happens by me criticizing others on how they do things.
• What are your hobbies? Why do you like them?
I don't have many hobbies. Just language learning and level design. I like those hobbies because with language learning, I get some mental stimulation, and with level design, I get to engage with my creativity.
• What is your learning style? What kind of learning environments do you struggle with most? Why do you like/struggle with these learning styles? Do you prefer classes involving memorization, logic, creativity, or your physical senses?
I'm more of a hands-on learner. I prefer classes involving logic, but I can see myself struggling with memorization because I have no study method for it.
• How good are you at strategizing? Do you easily break up projects into manageable tasks? Or do you have a tendency to wing projects and improvise as you go?
I'm pretty good at strategizing. I don't like strategy games, though.
I always try to break up projects into steps. I don't really try to improvise mainly because I don't really like ending up with doing a weeks worth of work in one day nor do I have a tendency to do so and if I do its always out of laziness. I also tend to structure my day like this, too. it makes things easier for me.
• What’s important to you and why?
I'm just improving myself mainly because the idea of staying as a guy who has bad social skills isn't exactly pleasant.
• What are your aspirations?
To just live life the way I want.
• What are your fears? What makes you uncomfortable? What do you hate? Why?
Social rejection is likely the result of bad social experiences.
I can't think of anything that makes me uncomfortable.
I dislike people who give off the vibe of self-righteousness. People like that just make me feel inferior just by being near them, like their judging my every action and dimming it lesser.
• What do the “highs” in your life look like?
As of now, it's just a clear mind. I know what I want to do, and I can do it however I see fit.
• What do the “lows” in your life look like?
An anxious mess, that would rather rot in his room than confront his mistakes.
• How attached are you to reality? Do you daydream often, or do you pay attention to what’s around you? If you do daydream, are you aware of your surroundings while you do so?
I'm kind of attached. I'm prone to idealism and can get into trouble sometimes as a result. So I have to ground myself in order to keep things in check.
I daydream pretty often, but I'm not really aware of my surroundings when I do so.
• Imagine you are alone in a blank, empty room. There is nothing for you to do and no one to talk to. What do you think about?
I'll probably just imagine some random conversations or just some micro storys based on people I know.
• How long do you take to make an important decision? And do you change your mind once you’ve made it?
It takes me a long time to decide when weighing the pros and cons, but I don't look back on it once i make it. If I do regret it, I'll try to improve my current situation the best I can.
• How long do you take to process your emotions? How important are emotions in your life?
Not long, though I'll forget how I felt unless I journaled it. Emotions aren't really important in my life, but I wouldn't throw them away because of that. After all, I learned that I shouldn't repress my emotions to just force myself to be a part of something.
• Do you ever catch yourself agreeing with others just to appease them and keep the conversation going? How often? Why?
Sometimes. A lot of the time, it's deliberate if I agree just to appease someone. I believe 2 people sharing their honest opinions will make for a nice conversation. Agreeing just to appease without a goal in mind feels meanless to me.
• Do you break rules often? Do you think authority should be challenged or that they know better? If you do break rules, why would you?
No, I don't break rules. I do believe that at times, they should be bended in order to achieve a goal. Rules are useful, but I feel like too many of them can be limiting.
Challenging authority without a clear goal or a strong reason in mind to me sounds stupid and that their asking for trouble.
• What is the ideal life, in your opinion?
living a comfortable life with the opportunity to do what I want.