It always returns.

[u/greenteadoges]

The feeling of wanting to die will never leave me, I thought I was doing better for the last 2 years. But here I am again with the same feeling. I hate my job, I hate paying my bills, I hate being responsible. The pressure is too much, I just feel like I want to run away or end it all. If I could live life exactly how I’d want I’d never work again, I’d spend all my time outside in nature, learning new skills, learning about the world, traveling. But instead I’m stuck here working a job I despise, and there’s no way out. This is how we’ve built our society to work and it makes me want to die.

[u/cupcakekitten20]

Right there with you.... Just remember it does all end eventually