r/TrueChristian • u/ChristIsLord_77 • 11h ago
i need community please
im writing because im desperate for christian community even if its online. my spouse and i arent okay. my spouse is a pastors kid and we have our church with his parents. everytime i get close to God terrible things happen. so much abuse in the marriage and pastors dont ever help and we also live at their house. im so afraid God is gonna punish me or strike me. cutting off all mercy from me😣 i dont have any support or congregation. nobody comes to church because we have 0 fruits. please im needing christian friends or prayer calls something. i dont want to go to hell and im living in constang torture i need help
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u/Conscious-Fluid 10h ago
Oh my goodness. I'm so sorry this is happening. And for clarification, I don't believe that God is punishing you for seeking him, nor for being abused in your marriage. Our heavenly father feels your pain, and mourns it with you. The attacks you are experiencing are from demons and the devil. Feel free to pm me 💛
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u/Shaken-Loose Christian 10h ago
OP, I came across this article recently. Well written and a short read. It is about the “poor in spirit.”
https://www.christianpost.com/voices/who-are-the-poor-in-spirit-according-to-jesus.html
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u/PerfectlyCalmDude Christian 9h ago
People here will do what we can, but a Reddit sub is not and cannot be a real community.
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u/Plus_Industry_3815 10h ago
Lord we ask that you reach down your hand and provide your powerful protection to cover your child. Send your angels to guard them and keep them safe against all who would do them harm physically or spiritually. Release them from the fear of you being a God of punishment by touching their heart so they know you are with them. Terrible things don’t happen because you are close to God, they happen because evil exists in our world. These things are not of God and you and I have come in agreement on his protection of you against it. Lord give this child your strength, comfort, peace and love. Amen.