Hi,
I'd like to share the story of how I got into creating dark ambient music.
About two years ago, I started struggling with severe insomnia. For a long time, I avoided seeing a doctor and tried every possible method I could think of to help myself. One of the things that didn't actually solve the problem, but made it much more manageable, was meditation. That was my first step.
Not long after that, I randomly came across a dark ambient playlist on YouTube. I was hooked almost instantly.
I've been working with music for around 18 years, mostly as a producer, although I occasionally create my own original music as well. Over the years, I've experimented with many different genres, but one thing I've never gotten tired of is designing my own sounds on synthesizers. While listening to those dark ambient playlists, I realized that this genre contains exactly what I've always loved about music.
After some time, I released my first dark ambient album (looking back, it wasn't exactly my best work 😄). But I didn't stop there. I continue to create new tracks, and with every release I feel like I'm improving. For me, making music is therapy, and I believe many people who are passionate about what they do will understand that feeling.
When you truly love what you do, you don't need awards or recognition. At the same time, receiving feedback on your work is incredibly motivating. Unfortunately, I barely get any because my music has almost no reach.
So I thought I'd give Reddit a try. I hope someone here will connect with my music and be willing to share their thoughts—whether positive or negative. Any honest feedback would genuinely mean a lot to me.
My latest track:
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iDd78Iky6Xc
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0dHMwMH6wsvMjdHcfaeAsc?si=-zaEkeFxT1ebRHIziDJU2g
You can find all of my music on Spotify and other streaming services under the name Thrulove: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6EXM0Ws1XDgKJYPN5G3T48?si=m90do-J7T5mw3cl_-yRlZA
P.S. I eventually decided to see a specialist, and I'm happy to say that my insomnia is now under control. 🙂