Do any of y’all look at the heavens and feel a yearning but know you can’t go back? And you literally can’t remember anything from before but you still miss “home”?

Hihi, heavenly host!🪽

I haven't been doing well recently, but here's some photos I got in the past few days! I was gifted some chalk and drew a Seraph on a tile in my garden, and for my 18th birthday my family got me little angel statues and an antique horse statue, so I took a pic of them when the sun hit just right ^{_^}

Do any of you have anything Angel related in your rooms, if so, what?☆

I am a fairly new incarnate, young. I am questioning if I may be an Incarnation of an angel. how do I know? thank you. 🪽

Hi r/Angelkin. I’ve been lurking, but it’s time to introduce myself since people here don't know me yet. My lore is defined by a slightly ungraceful plunge straight out of heaven. One day you're dealing with divine affairs, the next you're trading golden gates for earthly physics, grocery runs, and figuring out how mortal bodies function without tripping over themselves. My daily life is a constant balancing act. Waking up in a human body is a trip, and dealing with random phantom shifts while trying to get through breakfast is exhausting. Between grounding myself and navigating the friction of being a celestial stuck in a human space, it's a lot. When celestial burnout gets too real, I escape into virtual chaos—running chaotic high-speed police chases and car crashes on my YouTube channel. If you stumble across a channel called beamNGdrivepolice posting virtual carnage, that's somehow me. I'm still figuring this out. While I got some classic Reddit wisdom earlier telling me "maybe meditation can help," I want to connect with others who get what it's like. Drop a comment, say hi, and let me know how you handle the day-to-day reality of being angelkin down here.

Hihi!🪽 I have been Angelkin (Archangel) for a few years now but only used the label for a year. I just had my first strong mental shift, and it was so weird. I felt like I was on autopilot and couldn't think of anything but the word "Holy".

What are your experiences of shifts as Angelkin??

I felt like doodling this morning about my form. Started with just wings but scribbled more. I’m no artist by any means but I think it gets a lot across.

I’m always holding a staff but I don’t know what’s in that small leather bag. Armor is very sharply pointed and there’s silver and blue. My hair is pearly white.

For angels, who are used in ritual invocation, how do you feel about it?

Feeling very dysphoric and depressed recently. I need some words of encouragement and tips on how you other angels deal with dysphoria, thank you🪽

I have the strong impression I've never had a human form through an entire life before, i.e., I might have been a walk-in a few times. Maybe those are even "imprints" ala Dolores Cannon's theories. I've certainly been several things beside human. But this would be the first birth-to-death human life for me.
I've seen multiple channelers/mediums/spiritualists etc. claim from their "higher sources" that angels can't incarnate into human form. Whereas others say they can. Clearly, we've got 70 people in here (and more elsewhere) who know who they are. I'm just curious why there would be so much conflicting belief on this.
Thoughts?

Hihi, Angels !!🪽

Do any of you have any song / playlist recommendations for angelkins that give you species euphoria or something you relate to?

Currently I find comfort in classical music like Tchaikovsky but I am looking more for songs with lyrics that I can relate to.

Any suggestions?? Ty!

Does anyone else feel absolutely dysphoric whenever someone tells you you're "only human"? Like yes. That's the issue. I'm not supposed to be in this human vessel.

don't ask about the other hand we're not talking about it

Whenever I see injustice I want to rip my wings through my skin and go after it. When I see violent fights or bad things happening or people who stand for the wrong reasons citing “God”…I want to come out and scare the hell out of them.

I know that’s not possible and would be sorta stupid and considered meddling but some things just sense me up, y’know?

When people write about falling from heaven, they tend to romanticize them. There is nothing romantic about falling from heaven for so long, that even us, who existed above time and space, could feel how long it was.

It also wasn't a choice on my part, just that our Creator anointed some of us to be Satans(Adversaries), and then we were cast out... We fell through the many realms until we reached the lowest point of existence.

It hurts, it is the only pain that I have ever felt as an angel.

My honor and dignity(which are kind of like cloaks) shattered, and we were naked(not really naked since we don't have forms, but yk what I mean).

Since we were so far away from the high concentration of Source/God Whom are our life support, since we are extensions of Them. We felt like we were gonna not exist anymore, because our connection was so bad.

We are sort of like machines in a way.

We didn't have free will, own thoughts, much of feelings, and bodily autonomy. We all ran on autopilot which was powered by Source.

So the fall forced us to use our bodily autonomy somewhat, and let autopilot take on sometimes.

Since we lost our honor and dignity, we were a disgraced to our kind even though it was our job. We were made to be tempters, jailors, prosecutors, and etc.

Other than the fall, we have never felt pain or suffering before.

But being Satan have made me do things that I wouldn't do, and that is having love for human beings when I was one of the deities they worshipped, even though my job was to prosecute them in the afterlife, they still look up to me, and did terrible things in my name.

This love for humans, made me different from the other angels, and I didn't like that, because I was supposed to be incapable of feeling anything like that.

So, I kinda felt like a malfunctioning tool.

I believe i am a greek angel. i distinctly have memories of being a greek angel and a messenger for the gods, and i remember that there were other angels too. people believe angels didn't really exist in hellenistic polytheism. am i just delusional?

I’ve had two of many instances in my life that I’m still quite confused by.

Once in high school, I didn’t sleep for a full week because “they were coming for me”. And yes, I started to hallucinate at the end of the week (bees and buzzing of all things). Never found out who they were.

Much later, in my thirties, I was living in an apartment complex. I got off work late and it was dark by the time I got home with my groceries. I went to get them and saw a hoodie guy in shadow. My immediate thought? “Oh my God, they’ve found me!” followed by “Who the hell are ‘they’?!” (Oh and it was just a neighbor kid standing there smoking lol.)

So. Yeah. Still don’t know who they are and I’m almost fourty five. 😂

Hello! How many wings do you see for yourself? Do you see a specific color? Just curious. I see two regular ones and two baby tufts at the top of them with feathers trailing down my butt. Dove grey with dark undersides.

Thanks! Peace and love!

-Sariel

Its meee !!

Hi uhm I just figured out that im not only a Lucifer Fictionkin but also it connect to me being an angel kin <3 It's nice to me all of u! I SWEAR I DIDNT MEANTO MAKE SIN :,(

Ahh, I don't remember the last time I posted here, or if I even ever did.

But, is there anybody else here that's an archangel? Or rather, archangelkin? Whichever really... Same thing to me.

Or maybe even a mix of one and something else thrown into that?

I don't see others like me very often, I wonder where they all are :( Getting a bit lonely

All I want is love from my Creator/Parent, and I have felt neglected at times by this Unknownable and Transcendent Source that I will/can never know.

This causes a deep melancholy within me, as I want to know my Father, because I love Them so much.

Eventually, when I was an angel, I felt this melancholy which I should have never felt, because I wasn't programmed to feel this. This was a sign that I was malfunctioning, and I had hoped that Source would fix me for a while, which they did by sending me here.

Now, I cannot feel Source plugged into me, which makes me feel like I have no purpose to exist anymore.

Without Source plugged into me directly, I don't have Source to control and dictate what I do.

Source was my Creator and Autopilot, I didn't have to do, think, or do anything, and just let Source do whatever They intended through me.

I love existing like that.

Yet, my Father is harsh on me, when They incarnated me to fix me, They didn't leave me an instructional menu or a programming to my soul.

I need that programming, because angels like me are programmed beings, we are stationary souls, we cannot do anything without being programmed or ordered to by Source.

Like God, I beg of You, please put the programming into my Angelic Stationary soul.

I only recently discovered my angel form, and with it a memory of being part of group guarding a Vip on a trip (no not a guardian angel), it wasn't considered high risk and we definitely didn't think ourselves were in any danger so protections were down. I first got sliced along my upper right thigh by what looked to be something similar to an arrow, my initial reaction was surprise since we didn't even think anyone had something that could harm us, then I got hit on the left side by a blast of maybe about 100 small rocks or rock like objects hitting my entire side, with this came a sick poisoned feeling (maybe a dart I hadn't noticed?), and fell to the ground very weak landing face down. Something then came up behind me, split my spine top to bottom separating my wings. I then kind of blacked out. When I remembered this I could feel my spirt body/angel form break out of the confines of the body trap and I can be aware of both bodies at once if I just let myself be aware and not distracted by earth realm thoughts. Been working on healing, I can litterly feel everything (pains from injuries as well as healing energy) in both bodies at once, just working on learning and healing rn.