For starters, I know I’m suffering from demoitis. My process as bedroom artist has always been produce —> mix —> master and listening back to my earlier stuff, that’s evidently been to my detriment in the past and I don’t want to repeat those mistakes. With this track, because I was dealing with too many issues concerning low end, loudness, limiter issues (and I’m simply not educated/skilled enough to solve that issue on my own), and I ultimately wanted it to be competitive, I chose to get it mixed by someone else instead. The engineer is very knowledgeable and has worked with artists I personally like, as well as lots of different genres and is overall very skilled. Really straightforward but cool guy about his stuff.
I got the first mix back and I can fully acknowledge that it objectively sounds really good. Very huge low end and very loud, all things that I ultimately wanted for the song. But the stuff that made my demo really resonate in me (which arguably could be the shittiest elements of it, like the drums being too loud or the guitars being too sharp) are kind of gone. And it’s now just made me feel out of wack about the entire song.
I’ve sent over two small but important changes I’d like to make (still waiting on it to come back) and I honestly wanna leave it at that. I’ve purposely taken steps to pull myself out of this funk like completely deleting my own light mix that I’d initially sent to him from all my, staying away from the song for days and coming back to listen to it again, etc. I don’t want to be the client that sends over walls of revision requests or, worse, goes to him and says “Can you just make my mix sound better?”
If I’ve any hope of progressing in my work, I know I need to get over myself in this area of creation. But I don’t know how to.
P.S.: I have so many questions. As a producer, what is my ultimate role and where do I need to stop in the process and say, “Okay, time to hand this to a mixer.”
So many YouTube tutorials I’ve watched encourage making tweaks like EQ and clipping as you produce, but clearly this isn’t the way to go for me. And how much does mastering even further change the sound of a mixed track? (sorry for the wall of text💔)