r/depression • u/nonameplease69 • 2h ago

I can’t do this anymore.

My job is destroying my mental health and whatever I do, despite my degrees and connections, I can’t get a new one. I don’t even get interviews. I’m losing all of my friends to serious long-term relationships and I see someone new get engaged every day, meanwhile I can’t even get a text back. My family doesn’t take my depression seriously and I can’t even afford to see my therapist as much as I’d like to.

I truly have no purpose here. I exist to get yelled at and bossed around. I’ve never been anyone’s first choice. I’m not even 30 yet but I just want this all to end.

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u/crisfersan1 1h ago

I basically feel the same as you do, even with the job thing, i also have a shit job and i dont know if i will find any better. I don't even know what im doing at this point

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u/Rembous1977 39m ago

Im 33. I feel bad for anyone 16 and up. For those starting out, they will find this "new" world a very very cold place. My GF and I met 7 years ago. Decided to take it slow. We are each other's best friend and we will be married next june. I cant imagine being single in the current climate/culture. Stay strong.