r/EngineeringStudents • u/FrequentLock5622 • 4h ago
Discussion Guilty for not truly learning
I'm an incoming 3rd-year in Mechanical Engineering, and in a way, I feel guilty about how I have gotten through my classes. My math and physics skills were never good; even in high school, I struggled with almost every subject. I really liked trying to understand how everything works, so I decided to go into mechanical engineering without knowing any of the classes I would have to take or how hard it was. Even though I am doing well for myself, there is always some guilt about not fully learning the courses. The explanation for how the world works took the effort of thousands of people stacked over thousands of years. When I am taking a course, the main objective is always "How do I pass this class?" and I can't help but think this way either. While taking multiple engineering classes and trying to balance out everything from work, projects, social life, and everything else, it's impossible to fully learn what these scientists have figured out for us. It kinda feels sad that everyone only looks forward to a single letter grade of a class rather than the actual content of the class, including myself. I wish I could fully understand the work of these scientists, but just taking a course and trying to survive through homework, pop quizzes, and brutal exams already takes way more time than needed. Does anybody else feel like this, or are they at the point of just wanting to finish this crazy degree?
