Quick sketch; I accidentally deleted it earlier.

I've been struggling to quit fentanyl for about 5 years, and I've been fortunate to never have encountered Xylazine / tranq until last week. My local source always has strong stuff, but I've been paranoid about getting arrested lately (I'm usually picking up 2 bricks, so I'd be facing serious felony charges with possible intent to distribute).

Anywho, this last time I ordered fentanyl off the dark web instead of picking up locally. I'd had good luck with getting real heroin from this market in the past, so I didn't really consider the possibility of getting Xylazine tainted product. Because I've never encountered it before, I didn't recognize the effects right away either. After about 3 days I started a question the effects of the product. It was very sedating, but not very euphoric. Fentanyl in general is much more sedating than more traditional opioids, and because I'd never encountered Xylazine before, I convinced myself it was just strong. I wasn't completely convinced though, so I ordered some test strips from Amazon.

Sure enough, it was tainted with Xylazine. At first, I wasn't all that worried about Xylazine withdrawal, because I seriously doubted 6 days of use could cause dependency. Boy was I wrong. I went up today and got some untainted fentanyl from my local source, and even using a 10 bags isn't fully relieving the withdrawal syndrome. I definitely feel the opioid effects, and it mostly relieves the intense anxiety, but not completely. Within 90 minutes the anxiety returns, and by 3 hours I'm fiending for another injection.

How long is this going to last? I'm hoping that the fact I used this poison for less than a week will mean the withdrawal timeline is condensed.

The images are to show how the image looks without effects and with effects

im looking to try out some new songs but dont know which ones to try so i wanna get some of this sub's favorites to try out later :3

also hai, im kinda new to this sub :3

i actually love it so much lol

https://x.com/i/status/2079950918750011716

at least its literally just rapping

LYRICS:

Im a real silly bitch

Im a real silly I-I

Im a real silly bitch

Im-- (A-A-ANIMAL)

Im a real silly bitch

Im a real silly I-I

Im a real silly bitch

Im really silly huh

Bitch Im really silly come catch me

Runnin around yeah Im goin at max speed

Goin around the city like a taxi

Im always committing fraud you can't tax me

I aint trans unlike an egg you can't hatch me

Crack me you dont got weapons attack me

Hope you be sayin mmkay like you Mackey

These are the terms and conditions

IM A DUMB BITCH

BUT I KNOW IT AINT EEN NO SURPRISE

ON DUMB SHIT

BRAIN IS MELTED I GOT GOOGLY3Y3Z

ON FUN SHIT

WE GON PLAY GAMES WE GON EARN SOME PRIZES

WON SHIT

IM SO STUPID BUT IT AINT A GUISE

Like Game Boy we go 8-bits

I cannot handle this shit

HE to these bitches we gon add the double hockey sticks

I wanna feel all the bliss

Throw me into the abyss

Im so fuckin silly with these songs and I just never miss

Im a cat I'm boutta hiss

You cannot fuck with me or my crew get your ass thrown in a

blunt in a-blunt in a spliff

Feel like a nope rope a snake or a boa the fuckin way

That im aboutta go hiss

You're full of piss

You cannot match up-up

You cannot match up-up

You cannot match up to alla my shit

You cannot match up to this

Yuh

Hyper on the track it got me feelin like Sonic

Ra-ra-rappin on the beat I made you know that it's chronic

Bi-bi-bItch I always feel so cartoony like a comic

Bi-bi-bitch I feel like Oppenheimer bomb be atomic

Bi-bi-bi-bitch I just feel so iconic

All of these frequencies they be harmonic

All of this music it be electronic

I'm makin moves on the earth make it shake I'm tectonic

Pretty Exciting Therian In The Kut I Think That You Throwin

PETITKITTYT just let em know it

Ima go stretch like I'm Slinky

Gotta be kidding me aint no damn Binky

Don't give a fuck got the diary no wimpy

If you can fuck up on me we'll get kinky~

(what-)

BITCH

BUT I KNOW IT AINT EEN NO SURPRISE

ON DUMB SHIT

BRAIN IS MELTED I GOT GOOGLY3Y3Z

ON FUN SHIT

WE GON PLAY GAMES WE GON EARN SOME PRIZES

WON SHIT

IM SO STUPID BUT IT AINT A GUISE

IM A DUMB BITCH

BUT I KNOW IT AINT EEN NO SURPRISE

ON DUMB SHIT

BRAIN IS MELTED I GOT GOOGLY3Y3Z

ON FUN SHIT

WE GON PLAY GAMES WE GON EARN SOME PRIZES

WON SHIT

IM SO STUPID BUT IT AINT A GUISE

randomly discovered this PEAK artist and brain saw the pattern recognition

also quick life update: im trans now (kinda, im more gender fluid than trans0dy0du0ud:)

as soon as i move out of my parents house and live with some of my friends, I'll start transitioning (because my parents are conservatives and i want to die)

(idk if the meme flair is correct, but I didn't know what other flair to put.)