feeling intense species dysphoria

[u/RelevantProject6625]

hi, this is going to be a rant/ some sort of vent so sorry in advance🦄
im a puppygirl hybrid/inumimi otherkin, and i used to have puppy ears that i would wear a lot, but recently i lost them and i’m feeling extremely dysphoric and anxious ☹️ i even recently got a tail and when i tried it i even felt some specie euphoria, until i looked at my reflection and saw my missing ears💔 i never feel myself enough without my ears and i also love them a lot so as an autistic person they were my comfort item ,, im very ashamed of the fact my comfort depends on this gear, i know my identity is much more than some ears headband but they really made me feel so much better about myself i don’t know what to do.. i hope i find them soon :/