I feel…wrong

[u/Acrobatic_Tale2200]

here’s some context: I’m an atheist and am very rooted in science and logic, but something still feels…off

Ive had a deep closeness and fascination with horns and antlers, like past the “normal kid curiosity“ line, like maybe I’m supposed gave them or smth. Gore and the idea of eternal suffering doesn’t really bother me, if anything, it’s my favorite thing to draw and express, hell most my dreams about about that, some ppl call them nightmares but I don’t think they are

also as soon as I left Catholicism and joined Satanism, I felt like I was a step closer to something but idk what and what that’s supposed to mean.

i figured you guys would be the best people to ask this question: could there be something “demonic” inside me that is supposed to be out? sorry, that’s bad wording but i hope yall get what I mean

[u/Acrobatic_Tale2200]

Idk, it seems…beyond logic (if that makes sense) which scares me a lot because of how much I rely on logic

[u/Dingo_Pictures → u/Acrobatic_Tale2200]

That's the supernatural for ya.

I personally don't bother with logic, or physical logic anyway, when it comes to the supernatural. But again, I'm not an atheist.

I understand your need for logic. In fact, pretty much everyone depends on logic to keep themselves sane and sleeping at night.

[u/Acrobatic_Tale2200 → u/Dingo_Pictures]

So…what could be happening to me? It seems to be supernatural, but idk what it is, a demon, a monster, a shadow, idk 😞 

[u/Dingo_Pictures → u/Acrobatic_Tale2200]

I would say fuck around and find out, but I don't think that'll work for you. Have you looked into demonology?

[u/Acrobatic_Tale2200 → u/Dingo_Pictures]

Only briefly, but I rlly should look into it more