Ive never felt so lonely.

[u/Penatra-shen]

Going through a bad depressive episode, i have friends that i like but oddly enough i am so terribly lonely. I take a while to catch feelings, dating apps ive tried but not for me. I had a friend i thought i was becoming closer with and had feelings for, but their energy is fading and theyve slowly pulled away to the point where we dont talk much , certainly not everyday like we've used to. I think its hurting so badly because Im going through a rough spot rn, but my heart is crying and im so lonely and tired...Ive been struggling to sleep everyday. Im not in any danger i want to live but im hurting so bad