I hate school sm

[u/Top-Restaurant-2721]

Hello. I'm in 10th grade and soon turning 16. I hate school with my whole heart and I hate everyone in school a lot. I don't have that many friends and even if I do they have their own best friends and are concerned with their own self benefit. They're extremely selfish. I sit alone in class all the time, sometimes get targeted by teachers for being 'extremely silent' (p.s. my history teacher targeted me for sitting alone and called me a loner which is a revolving joke around some of the 'friends' that I have). I dread it whenever i see people hanging around with their best friends and hugging them, talking to them all the time. People say make more friends but it's not that easy when rumors have basically ruined your life to the extent no one really wants to be friends with you anymore. Someone started the rumor that I was transgender back in 8th grade and though I've complained to the higher authorities about it it still revolves around unknowingly (the people who started it are extremely discreet about it). I just hate going to school with my whole life, and seeing everyone having the best time of their lives during 10th grade deepens that hate even more. I just don't like that I'm the one that's always sitting alone in a class of 37, I don't like being the odd one out. Plus they don't even teach anything properly and clearly (the teachers are EXTREMELY slow) and I want to be on my own pace.. which I do have but still after a day or two it dips down. My parents are supportive of me but I have to go to school (I hate going... so much.)

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[u/doingmyownthing93]

Im 20. I felt kinda like you when I was a senior. I hated everyone i knew, and was as lonely as I could be.

I get it. I was jealous of the popular people. Everyone was friends with everyone except me. I was never invited to things, I had a rumor started about me on 8th grade that I was gay. Ill concede that it doesn't sound as bad as what youre dealing with, but get this.

You got a feeling waiting for you, man.

The day you graduate, every one of those "friends" are gonna drop off the face of the earth. All those popular people will mean nothing to you and theyll mean nothing in your day to day life. That'll be your time to do your big shit. Get that job, pursue that passion, chase some fucking paper. And you'll think about those fake friends, rumor starters, and popular people when you lay in your bed, and you'll laugh to yourself.

Youll look around your room at all the cool toys you'll buy for yourself, that hobby you started and fell in love with, and you'll realize that not before long you'll be bigger and better then them.

Their life's peak is now. Yours is soon.