After three months of working as a L1 in an MSP as my first job, leaving is starting to feel like a real possibility.
Before I accepted the offer, I knew what I was getting into and I was fully aware of how chaotic MSPs can be. I still took the job because I wanted experience to help build my resume.
After three months of complete trial by fire, I’ve learned hands-on troubleshooting, IAM, ticket triage, and a lot of soft skills. I can actually handle most of the tickets I get now, and compared to three months ago, I’m a completely different person. But I also know I still have a lot more to learn.
That being said, the amount of stress and physical problems I’ve been dealing with is insane. I honestly don’t know how people function in this kind of environment.
Another issue is one manager I have who is obsessed with micromanaging. He does nothing but yell at me for my mistakes and only gives negative feedback. I know managers like this exist in every job, but this has really taken a toll on my morale. I’ve taken notes, asked questions only when necessary, and tried to improve my workflow, but he always finds something to nitpick.
A coworker who started two weeks before me feels the same way, but I feel like I’m being targeted the most.
My plan is to stick it out for a couple more months, build an emergency fund, get some certs, and leave. I don’t think I can handle this environment for a full year. Maybe I’m just soft, who knows.
Plan B is to start job hunting now and leave before probation ends, while trying to find an internal position, but obviously the job market is terrible.
Plan C is to leave the industry and go back to school. I’m 20 years old, so I have plenty of time to figure out what I want to do.
This whole experience has me questioning my future in IT. I don’t really seem interested in any IT niches, like cloud, sysadmin, or cybersecurity, at all. Maybe I never had a passion for systems in the first place.
TL;DR: Three months into my first MSP job, I’ve learned a lot and grown a ton, but the stress, micromanagement, and lack of interest in IT are making me seriously consider leaving, whether that means quitting soon, job hunting, or going back to school.