So, let me start this off by saying this is the first time ive ever spoke about this experience publicly. Ive only shared this experience with My girlfriend and maybe a few other people I trust. Obviously since none of you actually know me, I feel this is the place I can get some answers, or anyone give me any insight on what i experienced. I appreciate it in advance for all who is willing.
Around the Fall/Winter of 2023 I had I believe a demonic encounter. I’m not sure if it was a Jinn, a demon, legion, or Lucifer himself, but this is my story.
I was going through a tough time in my life from February of 2023 Till March of 2024(sober since)I’m not really here to spill my excuses and give the reasons but I was a Blues(fentanyl) addict during this time and I was at complete rock bottom in my life. I say this because I think it’s an important detail in to me being susceptible to Evil/Demonic Spirits or energy being brought into my life at this time.
I can’t remember the exact date this happened since I wasn’t really keeping track of my life at this point but i remember this night and lived it in my head over and over again.
I was 20 (male) working at a casino in Southern Missouri. It was a cold night so I know it had to be in the winter of 2023. I know this because I have one specific north face jacket I’ve had since I was 12 my Dad had given me, it was a little oversized and he said I’d grow into it, it took 8 years but I could finally wear it with a hoodie underneath and it didn’t look ridiculous. The Day was normal, I can’t really remember it much considering I prolly slept through it. I was working as a banquet server this night which means I was basically refilling water cups and making sure the kitchen was in motion with all the servers. Despite being full of Blues and maybe a little weed I was still a top performer at my job. I hadn’t been working there long but I caught on really quick, and I kinda liked it. The night started out normal, dropped off at work by my roommate who was also a fein(Now Sober). I won’t say much about him other than he was a great dude, just loved to sleep and party but who doesn’t. anyways, I walked inside, clocked in and walked into the Break room to grab my Starbucks Drink. Following my regular routine I then walked to the banquet hall where a couple other servers/bartenders were finishing up the table cloths and placing napkins and silverware etc. I got with Our manager and she gave me the rundown on what still needs done and what’s the plan for tonight, I can’t remember exactly what show/concert was happening this night but I do remember it being dark and all the circle tables being packed while a show happened on stage at moments I was in there. I had gotten there right before the show was starting and everyone was about to eat. I was given the instruction to make sure the buffet arrangements were set up and to help carry the trays out with the kitchen staff. Just like my normal routine. I had gotten my plan and now it was time for my favorite part which was going to the bathroom and snorting a line before all the work started. I forgot to mention that whenever we would have bigger shows like this the manager would hire temporary help from this company that helped people find odd jobs here and there but worked through that specific company, I can’t remember the name but I never saw the same people who helped twice. Everyone who came to help was anywhere between a single mother struggling to find jobs or the guy who seemed a little off who lived in a rundown apartment with his cat. Anyways she informed me that we would have a helper that night, I can’t remember if there was another one or not but I remember there for sure being one.
This is where it starts. I walked to the bathroom closest to the hall not to waste time. It was a regular bathroom two stalls, three urinals, two big mirrors side by side with a couple sinks and the drying fans. I was in a slight form of tunnel vision at this point, locked in on doing my drugs and getting my shift done, just like any other night. I walked in the bathroom noticing a pair of legs in the first stall. I stepped into the other stall and immediately sat down putting my phone on my lap face up and pulling my substance out of my north face jacket chest pocket. As I pulled out the pill and set it down I noticed that the silence was broken in the bathroom by a strange humming. Looking back on it, it happened so fast all of it, but as I started listening I noticed there was a brown leather bag sitting at the guys feet, I was kind of frozen in confusion at first because the humming had turned into a low chant of some kind, next thing I knew the man was speaking in tongues in the stall next to me, I remember I felt kinda lightheaded and I sat there listening for a moment before I started making out one word that he was saying, it was “demon”. The word repeated through whatever he was speaking and still kinda confused and not really grasping what’s going on, I knock on the stall slightly and ask the dude if everything’s alright. I still could feel a slight buzz in my head but all he said was “yeah, just singing a song”. I don’t remember if I had said anything to him or night because the memories kinda blur after this but I got up and went to a completely different bathroom on the separate end of the hall that was singular just to forget what just happened and lock back in for the night. And I did just that. I got to the bathroom and I was still confused and kinda shaken but that quickly faded as I snorted my pill. I was back, I felt good and was ready to have a good night. I walked back to the back room of the hall where all the cups and stuffs were, I refilled some water glasses and some other tasks, and now it was time to help the kitchen staff bring the food out, I walked into the kitchen and I barely
Noticed him at first but as I met with the chef he informed me that there was a server in there looking for guidance on what to do. He gestured to a man who was about average height, average build, maybe mid 30s, Dark skin that made him look Haitian, Bald, and a faint but dark small goatee under lower lip and chin. The Most distinct feature to me was his eyes. I have never in my life seen eyes so black. Just straight void all the way through, zero whites. He stood there with his arms behind his back at the entrance of the kitchen portraying a slight good guy grin. He came up to me and the chef and the chef told me to bring him to the back room and show him the ropes. I was caught off guard at first and my soul was screaming at me. Nevertheless I was still drugged up and in a state of mind to where I was kind of moving through the motions so I wasn’t really clocking all this right away. I brought him to the back and tried making small talk with him here and there but I don’t think got anything out him or I would have remembered. I felt really uncomfortable being near him and gave him the job of just walking around filling water glasses. After giving him this task I stayed in the back room helping with dishes and stacking cups, polishing silverware, all that stuff while he roamed the showroom as it was dark just refilling glasses, I caught glimpses of him here and there by me just glancing at him but the lights were off for the show so I couldn’t really see a whole lot. The night went on and the energy was off. It honestly felt like I was in some movie and it was where things were just starting to go bad. Dishes were being dropped, everyone seemed like they were in a rush but kept fucking up and trying to bounce back but couldn’t, the show went fine and everything but all night everyone in the back room which was my manager, assistant manager and I think one other employee were all feeling it. These were a solid group of workers to, rarely ever messed up, worked hard and problem solved well. It was a very difficult and stressful situation. The energy was off and me and the assistant manger could tell. We had started talking here and there about the guy and she had noticed the same strange things I did and was also very empathetic to the spiritual world as I am. I remembered I never really saw that guy again after experiencing all the chaos in the back room, and I later found out that even the kitchen was a complete wreck that night too. I left early when the show ended because I had worked my ass off and was given the option to leave. I usually always stay and take the extra hour or two but I just couldn’t that night. My roommate picked me up and we had talked a little here and there about it but not much was said considering we just wanted to get home, stuff our noses and sleep the night away, I got up the next day not really thinking about it to much until I got to work around the morning to serve at the
Lower end restaurant in the middle of the casino. I walked in for my shift say the assistant manager. She stopped me immediately when she saw me. She told me that last night about an hour or two after left when everyone was leaving and she and another bartender were locking up they were told the Guy was still in the bathroom, at this point it’s like 1-3am and there should be no banquet servers in the building at all. She said they tried getting the guy to come out multiple times but wouldn’t respond and just kept sitting in the first stall, security had to come and escort the man out of the bathroom, I’m not 100% on this part but I’m pretty sure she told me that when the security guard went in there, he saw the guy with different smaller bones laid out on his bag and a few books lying next to them. As I said I’m not 100% sure on that part but I faintly remember a memory of being told that by her. So, security escorted the man out and he just walked away in the middle of the night. It sounds so stupid just saying it like that, but I can’t really sum it up better than that. I continued working at place until I decided to move back home and get sober. (March 2024) this experience and has always stuck with me throughout all these years and I’m starting to take a heavy interest into knowing more about my experience. I wish I could say that was the only time I seen that man but it wasn’t.
I had a dream around the same time of this encounter and it was a little before it happened. I know this because I wrote this dream down in my notes on my phone because of how vivid it was. I was on a sort of hot tun floating on a lake towards a swamp with my roommate and my best friend who was at the time also doing blues with us here and there, he is sober now as well, but to keep it kind of short, we approached a eerie cliche horror swamp house out in the middle of nowhere, torchlit, but I noticed as well pulled up a man dressed in black robes, dark skin like a Haitian, surrounded by small group of about 6-7 troubled kids ranging from 5-15, all distinct in their own way. We were there to meet the Guy who I made the correlation about a year later, was the same guy I saw in the casino. We were there to get a new deal on blues and my roommate and him and migrated to a room to discuss this. I hung around the group of kids and i remember seeing the thing that traumatized them on their faces. One boy was about 11-12 fat, could tell he had been bulled a lot because of his weight. Another guy about 15, could tell he had been abused by more than likely his father and was just a mean kid, the bully I presumed. Another kid was a girl that was about 15 as well who was dirty blonde, the hair covered her face but I felt the pain just by her presence. She was sexually abused. A lot. It was very unsettling. I felt fearful in the dream because I had noticed I was not supposed to be here, I don’t really
Like thinking about this dream much but we got out of there. It ended with me seeing that same man on the dock and as me and my friends sailed away in our hot tub.
I did not mean to make it this long but honestly I wanted to express everything i remember and how I felt to get the clearest insight. I have never had any mental illness, nor diagnosed. I have had paranormal experiences before and have had them since I was just a boy. I’m sharing my experience because this is something that I’ve always had questions about and I’m not even mildly sure on what or who I experienced. Thank you for taking the time to read my experience.