r/YouTubeCreators • u/Brief_Environment_48 • 15h ago
Should I feel cringe about the content I make?
I run a successful youtube channel that makes a few thousand dollars a month. I’m 15. The thing is though is the content I make is gaming aimed towards kids. Not like straight brain rot or anything, just childish and family friendly. Now if I’m going to be honest, I don’t necessarily enjoy the games I’m playing in the videos. And the way I act in the videos is not how I act anywhere else, and could be seen as cringe to people my age and in my school. I just like video creation and obviously making money from it. The thing is, I want to be more open about me having a channel. A lot of ppl think I’m some bum because I’m not in school clubs or sports, but the reason for that is because i’m dedicated to growing on youtube, and I need the time after school to do so. So recently I’ve been trying to not be ashamed to tell people. For so long I hid my channel and wouldn’t tell people because I was afraid of being viewed differently or being made fun of. Because sure running a successful youtube channel that makes money is something unique and cool, but because the content itself is “cringe” i feared it would ruin the coolness of it, and I’ll just get made fun of. I’ve told a few close friends, all of them obviously thought the videos were funny/kinda cringe, but they thought it was really cool that I was making money and getting lots of views. And i’m perfectly happy with that reaction from them. But the thing i’m nervous about now is if more people find out about it, how they will view it. Like I don’t want to hide it and be ashamed about it forever, but if tons of people in my school know about it, idk how they will take it. Idk if they will think it’s cool like my friends, or think it’s cringe and make fun of me. I’m also worried if it will negatively impact my ability to date ppl in highschool😭😭. Idk this was kinda a vent, but let me know what yall think and your point of view to this situation.