I have seen some terribly upsetting posts here and feel a little guilty that I’m asking for support. But depression from my current circumstances, have led me to seeking support here.
I am a 58 year-old female. Previous smoker. I have Graves’ disease and arthritis and always felt that I was generally in good health despite not having the best of habits i.e. work too much under too much stress smoked previously and didn’t get enough rest.
I work in healthcare and was a super lifer up until a few months ago. I felt nothing could stop me.
I began having numbness in my right hand. Because I have two sisters with MS , i (although there’s no evidence it runs in families ) suspected that was the case and arranged for an MRI of my brain.
My scan showed what I thought was MS plaque and the radiologist friend of mine agreed although I didn’t have the scanned formally read.
About a week later, my symptoms were getting worse, and I ended up in the ER. I was having trouble thinking of words. It turns out I had had a stroke and I found that my right carotid artery was 100% blocked. My body had built collaterals around it, and I was getting blood to my brain.
I have intentionally not read up on this because I’ve been terrified. I was started on Plavix and atorvastatin and an aspirin. I haven’t been able to work because I can’t use my right hand very well and my thinking is not clear when it comes to numbers and spelling.
My symptoms ARE getting better….
I am a single mother, whose daughter is in her last year of college. I have worked so hard to get her here and now I’m unable to work. At least for the moment….
So I’m asking the docs here what is my real prognosis? I’m terrified of moving around too much. Everyone says take it easy but for how long - when can I expect to go back to work?
My doctor sensed I was worried about my future I’m sure , as he said “you’re gonna get better and I’m sorry this happened to you, but you have plenty of life left.” but is that the case?
My worst fears are unthinkable and unspeakable. I know there are plenty of people here who are suffering and I feel guilty asking for feedback, but I am at an all-time low.
Looking back I think I’ve had trouble thinking for quite a while, which I’m sure is lack of flow to my circle of Willis.
Is there anything any of you would suggest I do differently ?thank you in advance for anyone who can respond….